my day

dint go sch today. sigh. had lunch den went out. few incidents happened.

firstly, went The Cathay. Jay Chou was really tua bai lo *no offence Stacy* he will be there at 7pm tonite. his fans were already there waitin since 3 plus, under hot sun. wat's more, e red carpet is pretty long AND the stage blocked e entire entrance. made us had to walk one big round. -.- den went up to collect my movie tickets. in e lift overheard 2 mothers chattin abt their child's O level, whether to bring them to jc or poly. i was thinkin, will my mum chatted abt tis topic to others?? sigh. headed to ps n ate yoshi. when i was abt to go so many tables r left unattended. see~
i v pai seh to walk off lo. after tat, really had no idea whether i shld go cut my hair or not. so i bet to myself, if bus 7 comes first, den i board e bus n go bugis. if any bus tat i can take to go hm, den i go hm lo. but i tryin to lie myself la, when bus 190 n 174 came i told myself again IF BUS 124 COME DEN I TAKE. in e end bus 7 came. so end up i went bugis chapter 2. shall not post any new hairstyle of mine here. c it for urself ba. but nice goin out today alone. =)

CSS2 later. hope Zijie manage to get in. den he'll be in top 4! Jia you! schoolin day tmr. prepared to stand in front of arena le. sigh.

dunno y. i felt so slacken towards my studies again. i just feel like keep workin n earn $ just like tat. I NEED SOMEONE TO MOTIVATE ME TO STUDY. givin up on my science. really no point le. sigh. science is not my best 5 subjects anw. but i dont wan to let Mr Tan down lei. he's really a gd teacher. JUST BEAR WITH 3 MORE MTHS!!!!!

my life~

HEY HEY. have not been updatin for e past few days.. dint go sch yday & late for sch today. today purposely de la. really cant wake up at 6 plus...... so in e end woke up at 930am.. went for math lessons. dint wan to miss poa lessons also.. yup.

after sch. went ps. i bought A Mei's concert ticket!!! cant believe it actually. but quite shuang la. bought e most ex one. 5th row lei!! =D but it costs me alot la. hai.

did cashierin for yday n today. hai. tks to ma'am hf la~ but i think i did better today. =D. manage to tally cake trackin on my own lei!! yup. today my life is also much better. cause sir simon ard ma. haha. den not so stress.. HOWEVER. kept gettin suan also.. sigh. n also, v angry lo. when he off work le. e stupid chef keep pushin him near to me. when i wan to siam, he took his hand to touch me.. is like.. wth lo.. -.- n also. when eatin supper. 1 joke made me laughin out loud like mad.. v pai seh lo.. =D. yup. on e way to bus stop chatted w Ryan. abt poly stuff. haii..

oh ya! Earle Swensen's will b havin its 4th outing @ Sentosa chalet!!!!! on 27-29 aug. cant stay overnight lei. sad. n also, havin my prelims for paper 1 on tat wk! sigh. need rely on Cristal's notes le! really lookin forward to it!!!!!!!

dont think i will blog again for e rest of wk. well, tmr is X-country! first time at chinese garden.. hope it rains tomorrow la =p. n i wont b runnin anw.. enjoy e scenery there.. n workin 5-1am at night, 5-1am also on sat n sun 11-5pm. think will b meetin my family for dinner on sun night. woo! my sis has came back from hong kong on mon!! wonderin wat she bought for me??? envy her lo. not to worry, it'll b my turn soon!! =D

=D

IM HAPPY! IM SO HAPPY!!! NV FELT SO HAPPY EVER IN MY LIFE BEFORE. ONCE A LIFETIME!!! =D

sigh~~~

yday. worked stn 3 with sir dennis, fiona n e new staff ali.. e whole stn was badly managed.. as wat sir asra said.. hai.. i've been doin my things right lo.. nvm la.. suay only.. cs came n find me.. took separate cab to orchard.. n costs me $8.40.. -.- P&L acc, under expense, CHEAH SHUN acc.. hahaha.. den went cine.. memories came back when i stepped in e cathay box office.. nice memories.. with sir alan, ashton, cheng hao, agnes, joan n xin ying tat time.. watched Who slept with her. is a M18 show.. v funny lo e show.. nice show.. den reached hm ard 4 plus..

today. woke up ard 11am. washed up n went thomson plaza.. took bus 166 from vivo, wantin to test how long e bus will take.. e bus took super long to come can. met cristal, keryn n stacy at kfc.. but cristal only stayed for awhile.. =(. i studied poa.. HEY! i studied!!! once a lifetime right.. hahaha.. after tat we went up to Swensen's.. went find SIR ALAN!!!! miss him SOOOOO much can.. after he left Earle Swensen's, e whole outlet is like, lackin of somethin like tat.. miss him lameness.. sigh.. he told us thomson de outlet he cant find any 爱妃 there.. hahaha.. but, really, he doesn seem v happy workin there lei.. cause he told us e ppl there not v on de, he cant joke ard with de.. sigh.. he told us also when Earle Swensen's 2nd outlet openin, Area manager will put him there as RM.. so e 3 of us told him we will join him there.. yup.. if 2nd outlet openin at orchard, i most prob considerin workin there le.. if sir alan bein RM there. wow.. tat will b so fun.. sir treated us eat calamari, n treated me fish baked rice!!! i v pai seh lo.. he helped us take ILT also.. so gd right.. yup.. after chattin, rush down to work!! was late.. reached ard 510pm.. asked cheng hao to inform sir yy tat i will b late.. but when i reached there, mdm hf give me tat kind of face.. like 审问 me like tat.. i think most prob because i told her i went visit sir alan n she jealous ba =p. n e thing is, she is NOT the m.o.d, sir yy dint even say anythin. n sir yy already know tat i will b late.. wat's for her to make a big fuzz abt? -.- hack care her la.. worked stn 3 with ashton, alhammy n new staff ali again.. sian everytime work with tat new staff de.. a few funny incident happened la.. =D

suddenly recall 1 joke from melvin durin lesson time on thur..
janice sang : IM SO LONELY...
melvin sang : I GOT ELAINE LEE..
e LY n LEE so rhymn..
so i said : Dont insult my surname hor.. hahahaha

yup.. n pls read cs latest post.. so funny can.. xieshun.blogspot.com

another schoolin day tomorrow. -.-

FAN~~

as usual, had sch in e mornin. but i overslept!! woke up at 815am. missed EL lessons.. *also gd la* before e commencement of POA lessons went to change to entic costume.. due to racial harmony.. i think i look super weird lo.. so no pic taken.. almost whole class wore also.. so on sia.. had poa mini quiz, on correction of errors.. disappointin, only got 6.5/10. hai.. =(( yup.. slept durin SS lessons.. AJ so borin can... den after sch went straight hm..

worked 5-1am.. stn 2 with sir dennis n ma'am hf.. realised myself dint sweep & mop e floor rather long time le.. cause like cant get used to it..

workin tomorrow 5-1am also. stn 3.. yeah!!

HAI

say frankly, i really dont like those ppl who claim tat they wanna do well for their studies, sayin will graduate etc... but yet, their actions dont follow their words.. instead of sayin AND doin tat, they still slackin, sleepin in class etc.. hai. im not shootin any1 la. but just wanna state my view on some ppl's attitude.. if tat's e case, wat for sayin those words?? might as well make a choice NOW n MOVE ON. instead of still 原地踏步?

gettin back process card tomorrow. meanin, mock exam results slip.. hai. i fail all except languages. EVEN POA.. utterly disappointed w myself.. but i nv study la.. cant blame myself.. MUST buck up with my poa!!!!!!! but i rather proud w myself la, =p i pass my EL!! 54.. my class only 6 passses n 5A only 3.. N, i top for my paper 1!! 37/60. win pan somemore lei.. got 满足感.. haha. my SS, got 29/50.. but thanks to my geo la, make my fail badly. combine tgt only 47/100.. hai..

this is my aim for O levels
EL - B4 or C5
MT - A1
Math - B3 o B4
POA - A1
Combine Humanities - A2 or B3
Science - C6

so L1R4 - 11 or 14..

Stacy n Keryn told me not to aim so low for EL.. cause they always fail their papers in sch but they got A2 n B3.. i was stunned lo.. but for GESS... hai.. hard to trust lo.. just do my best ba..

shld i STOP workin now?? but i will feel weird lei~ n i need e $ also.. hai..
哎哟，真的是伤脑筋喔

tomorrow is Racial Harmony Day. m i wearin?? dunno. watever la. *anythin* n workin 5-1am tomorrow. stn 2. -.-

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直到今天，我突然发现自己并不了解他。一点也不了解他。根本不知道他心里在想什么。认识他五年了，真是失败。。。还说的上是好朋友吗？？？

tired~

woke up today at 945am. washed up n watch CSS2 repeat for awhile n went to work. went there early so i start work at 11 instead of 12. stn 2 with jenny *-.-* n keryn. wa was rather busy can. so many long tables.. n u know wat? sukri dint come work today n thus, as usual, ma'am hf asked me to extend until 11pm. -.- went 2nd break. went window shoppin with alhammy for awhile. aft tat, assigned stn 3 with qiu yue, ashton n e new staff, ali? once again busy lo.. yup. den went hm w alhammy.

HEY! it's Teenage Icon semi-finals tomorrow at suntec! really hope to b able to reach there on time, to c cs perform! hope sir yy wont extend me or wat ba. cs jia you!! well, i do need to prapare a "proper" sum of $ tomorrow, if i can b there.

well. g2 slp early soon le.....

sad

im so damn sad now.. today.. felt so discouraged.. but it's not i wan de ma. say frankly, some of e things i really dint learn at all.... hai.. suan le la.. try harder next time ba..

feelin rather tirin.. to cope between studies n work.. but from next mth onwards, i will only b workin on fri-sun. or mayb just sat n sun. wkdays i will spend my time studyin!!! prelims comin end of aug le k.. ANY1 WAN GIVE ME FREE TUITION FEEL FREE TO MSG ME =D

another schoolin day tomorrow.. but finally it's wkend!!

FAN~

im feelin real fan now~ DPA is comin v v v soon.. wed. after lookin thru all e intake stuff for all poly n courses.. dunno wat to take lei. but 100% surely, im takin TOURISM. die die also wan take. but now e thing is tat, which poly? TP's intake so damn high last yr, 300. NP only 80 lei!!

another thing to fan is, will DPA success? just realised tat they r seein our LATEST examination results. meanin, our MOCK EXAM results!!!! i confirm do so badly one lo. cause i nv study at all. except for humanities & i did well for MT. TAT'S ALL! e ppl there will confirm cross me out whey they c my results de lo!!!

last thing to fan is, right infront of me, O LEVEL!! e subjects r really stressin me out. eng math sci human poa... too scare of them le. tats why i dont even wan to go jc. 4 more mths n i need not study them anymore!! got to plan my time/schedule really well for these few mths le. really focus le.. hai. really envy those who r already in poly.. can only blame myself la, if i studied hard much much earlier, i would have b in poly yr 2 le. hai.......

another schoolin day tomorrow. sian. IT'S ORAL TOMORROW!! JIA YOU! still got to work after tat. -.-

tired~

today woke up at 9 plus in e mornin. feelin much better. had my bath den went off to work. reached ard 1055am. stn 2 with joan. initially work until 5 but extended to 11 to cover jenny. come work for 1-2 hrs den went back le. -.- alhammy also extended to 11 to cover sandy. yup. den went for 2nd break. i was like.. -.- omg no more food. rather pissed off lo. so i ate some fries lo. den dunno why suddenly not feelin well again.. felt v hot inside my body. dishwasher auntie gave me eat 2 panadol.. rested for awhile den went back work. stn 1. -.- with e new FT staff. yup. den went hm w alhammy n sukri..

workin tomorrow at 11.. stn 2.

my next wk schedule.. only 1 day off.. rather worryin whether can cope w my studies ma.. dunno la. just jia you ba. NO MORE SLEEPIN IN CLASS HOPEFULLY..

whoo~

thank god. called sch just now n contacted my chinese teacher.. she told me can retake on mon.. cause mon last day.. so hopefully mon's topic will easier than today's one.. den i 赚到. hahaha. not going work later too. cheng hao cover my shift.. so will b stayin at hm whole day n surf net ba.. ppl take my friend test!!! workin tomorrow at 12.. recover soon~~ oh ya, heard tat i gottn 29/50 for my ss mock exam.. not bad le la.. at least nv fail.. panny moo gotten 27 n chee yee *top in humanities de* gotten 33... so 4 my case, shld b not bad la.. =D 4 e rest of subjects, no need say le la..~

still sick~

dint went sch today. had a terrible headache when i woke up.. wanted to go sch durin recess time n but cant tahan e headache so went c doc.. realised i gotten fever also.. so doc gave me 2 days mc.. =D called outlet n informed them. but nevertheless, went k box.. SO SO LONG NV GO LE!! after tat went hm straight hm, bought fries from mac.. after eatin it my stomachache came back... hai..

OH YA, COUPLE OF OUTINGS STILL NOT PLANNED YET LEI.
1. TRANSFORMER MOVIE
2. KTV OUTING
3. VISIT SIR ALAN AT THOMSON PLAZA.

HEY PPL, PLAN SOON KK? ESP TRANSFORMER MOVIE. IM EAGER TO WATCH!!

hai. feelin tat tough work is comin up soon. heard tat bio mock exam my class only 5 ppl pass. definately not me de.. stress lo. have been thnkin wat my chem teacher told us yesterday durin chem practical. "PLS DONT MAKE ME GIVE YOU ALL MOTIVATIONAL TALK AGAIN. WHEN YOU WAN SOMETHIN YOU WILL DEFINATELY WILL GO ALL E WAY FOR IT. PLS. YOU ALL ONLY HAVE 3 MORE MTHS. WHEN I ASK YOU FOR YOUR SCIENCE GRADE DONT EVER CRY INFORONT OF ME.........."

yup. better rest well. just remembered i havin my o level mt oral tomorrow!!! how? shihui told me to call sch n ask them whether can change day. hope can ba. if not, die le!! dint practice yet.. hai..

SICK~

hai. sick le. havin stomachache since pe lesson. but still not tat serious yet. until after eatin mos b4 going work, ended up vomitted.. hai. v bad feelin lo.. stomach v pain also.. but still went to work.. thanks ma'am hoi foon helpin me to go many places to get e medicine 4 me.. v xin ku.. hai.. ma'am let me go hm at 10 instead of 11. but she extended ashton. so he work 12-11 instead of 12-10.. n put me same stn as him somemore.. hai.. dunno can go sch n work tomorrow ma.. got to rest well..

N TODAY IS MY SIS BIRTHDAY!!!! HAPPY 22TH BIRTHDAY!! =D

hai.

today woke up at 930am. overslept. couldnt wake up. met xin ying n cheng hao for breakfast at vivo BK. i only ate fries.. after tat we all went work. all start at 11 tgt. today's sir alan last day. sad..... stn 2 with xin ying, ashton n ma'am hoi foon.. until 6. den rested awhile. den FOC *=Free of charge* until 10. so helped stn 3. den after tat. SABO TIME!! hahaha. Sir asra offically AM today! abit weird to c him wearin red shirt.. *WA...* here's pics!

guess whos is this? its Cristal!!! hahaha


locker area. pasted to attract sir alan's attention. click on e pic for better view. writin : Sir Alan's last day. with one tomb n a cross, writin R.I.P. hahaha.


durin break time. went zinc, just beside Earle. this is e bag tat qiu yue likes!


this is e bag tat i like! should i buy?



here's sir alan kena sabo!!

shall visit sir alan at thomsom's outlet one day! hopefully soon!!

yup. meetin up with alhammy to go swensen's at suntec outlet tomorrow. to return me my apple crumble!! so in e afternoon no plan yet. mayb i grab more sleep??

memories of SOUL-ISHI

just past memories..

n lastly, e first n last photoshot with him.........



Ishi的死真的令我非常震惊。一个这么有才华，有梦想的人，都想要结束自己的生命。我一直觉得，每个人都有沮丧的时候。无论发生什么事， 都不应该结束自己的生命。因为痛苦的不是你，而是你身边的人，那些爱你，关心你的人。就连我不是他的支持者＊而是 alfred ＝D＊都感到难过，更何况是他身边的人。在这个世界，没有什么会比面对死亡还要凄惨。其于的是都是很渺小。所以，一定要学着看开。。。。。要珍惜。。。。