hai..

so long dint update le. now at vivo's pcc.. usin xin ying's laptop.. but woke up late today..

ashton has went back to jb since last sun. comin back work today!! quite nervous actually.. hai. n i cried last fri when qiu yue jie told me tat.. n now almost whole outlet ppl also know le.. pai seh lo. n tat night got free taxi ride although i worked until 11 only..

yup. did cashierin on tues. sir simon put me de. but everythin was ok. n was rather fun!! n time passes really fast.. but quite troublesome to do e $1 pint thingy..

sch reopenin soon. after next wk.. so fast lo.. still havin mock exam.. n i studied nothin.. only studied abit of math n poa.. e rest confirm die le.. pls.. let me graduate soon!! n soon i will be FREE.. free from freedom..

workin later at 5.. sir simon mc today. oh ya. forgot to mention.. ryan n kwang li has come back to work.. but dint have much time to tok o them. either different shift or different stn.. dunno later put me which stn.. n im hungry~~

yeah.. gettin a new laptop next wed!!!!! e sintel ppl comin my hse to install.. it's really a DREAM COME TRUE!! n e feelin is great.. =D

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事过境迁，　认识他已经有好几个月了．　我一直觉得，　我和他的距离越来越远．和他出去的那唯一个晚上，我这一辈子都不能忘．最近，我和他越来越少讲话了．Stacy告诉我，他配不上我．我十分惊讶．我一直害怕自己配不上他．很多人也问我为什么喜欢他．昨天做工时，Sir YY 把我的卡的名字换成Chow Elaine．Chow也就是他的姓．他一定有看到．我一直在想，他心里在想些什么．．

我承认，我有时会吃醋．尤其是其中一个经理．．．．．奇怪，她都有老公孩子了，年龄都比他大，都不知道我吃醋什么．．．

接下来，我真的不知道应该怎么办．．六月份要来了．他会记得他说过的话吗？　．．不用想都知道了．　

身边的朋友都不是很喜欢他．也不是和他很熟．仔细想想，我和他也许是不同世界的人．

好烦哦．．

今天考了华文．．挺难的．．　好想出去散散心．．让心情好过点．．有谁可以陪我呢？　好想快点毕业，有新的生活．．认识新的朋友．．　

开心点吧．．　我也想要赚多多的钱！！　去不同的国家玩，搬美美的新家，买美美的衣服，鞋子，裤子，吃好吃的食物！！！＝Ｄ

hey hey

updates.. lets start from last fri.. hai..

worked 5-1am.. station 2.. he was in fountain.. he kinda suay.. hurted his finger n had diahorrea at e same time.. but i was really admire his workin attitude.. but was angry with myself.. i dint know he was feelin v xin ku.. but me lei? after closin still sit down there happily joke with others.. while he sit at table 21 alone.. i imagine i am in his shoe.. if he did this to me, how will i feel?? not sincere enough!! hai..

n next day, sat. he took MC.. really wanna slap myself.. at first i tot he went back jb with XXX.. until joan told me wat he told sir alan they all on fri.. hai.. really my fault.. today worked 5-1am again.. station 1.

sun. met cheng hao xin ying n stacy out for breakfast.. but i late. *again. went eat at kopitiam. *my shop lei!*. den all of us start work at 11. it was sir simon's birthday!! so can see his mood v gd la.. station 2 with agnes n alhammy. den me cheng hao n xin ying kena extended to 6pm.. short of manpower.. n today sir alan kinda weird lei.. first time help me do settings lei!! it looks pretty small issue but can u imagine, DM helpin a part timer to do settings?? yup.. den after work called agnes. n we went eat ben n jerry's!!! joan came along too. we shared e merlion thingy.. costs us $19.50.. i think.. it was so nice!!! den we chatted while eatin.. den we went home le..

tues. had normal lessons in e mornin n had SS mock exam.. i only studied sec 4 chapter 1 n 2 e day before, which is only 1 theme. n to my surprise, it really came out for essay question!! The Housing Challenge.. e Home Ownership i managed to remember.. but i dint write alot.. but hopfully can pass ba.. so heng lo.. last yr N level also.. =D. n had a nice sleep after exam!!

wed. dint go sch.. but went JB instead. watched spiderman 3. so nice!! n cheap!! only RM 6 lei!! must go there watch more often.. n rather high class also.. Cathay.. i saw ktv.. Neway.. this is e ktv that ashton had mention to me abt.. can adjust aircon.. n e membership card only RM 5. cause i saw KL also have.. after tat went home bath n changed. worked 6-11pm.. station 3, after changin w alhammy.. cause i dont wan food n ice cream runner... esp he is at fountain.. so sir asra asked me e same thing too. n closin i dint do much.. =). n had chic baked rice!! so damn nice.. n went home after tat.

thurs. woke up late.. had ACE day. visited MI. e only sch tat offers 3-yr JC.. at first i was rather interested in it, n e sch was so big n nice, n new. but e principal *looks like mr giam!* said tat if you r not e study type, den go poly.. i admit im not e study type.. so poly is still my first choice!! n im greatly considerin takin e Direct Poly Admission exercise.. cause i already *confirm* wats my interest is.. tourism.. n he also takin dip in this course too.. n tis is e criteria..

Recommendation by school teacher(s)
Participation in Ngee Ann’s programmes such as the Advanced Elective Modules (AEMs), competitions, seminars and enrichment programmes
School CCA performance and any special talent
Performance at selection interviews

but e only prob is, i stopped attendin CCA this yr.. so is my previous yrs in GB performance still considerin??

and this is e mininum criteria
An ELR2B2 score of not more than 26 points, where EL refers to English Language, R2 refers to 2 Relevant Subjects, and B2 refers to 2 Other Best Subjects (excluding CCA);
Minimum entry requirements for the courses chosen.

so now.. study hard first ba..
today.. late for work!! mum dint wake me up.. thank god i woke up by myself at 7pm.. received so many missed call alert.. from company num n sir simon's num.. so i called back.. ma'am hoi foon asked me start work at 730pm.. n i managed to reach on time.. pai seh lo.. on e floor plan, beside my name wrote "NSNC".. meanin NO SHOW NO CALL.. malu lo.. so worked until 11pm..

today. dint went sch. last day already wat.. workin later at 5-1am.. wat station????

yup. it's O level Mt on next monday!! jia you!! must get A1!! =)

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hey hey. let's start from fri. =)

fri. had sch in e mornin. rained. so went back class straight. banu dint come today. wa once a lifetime. cause she hardly absent unless bo bian.. so rather sian lo. after sch went straight home. hai. i really no discipline lo. told myself CANNOT sleep in e afternoon. as wat Mr Low told us. "Dont cultivate a habit to sleep in e afternoon cause some O level papers will be in e afternoon. if not you will feel very sleepy". i very kia si lo. so better dont sleep. BUT, when i reached home, really TOO tired.. so i told myself "k sleep until 3pm den wake up study geo." but, slept until 430pm.. -.- no discipline lo.. =(. so went bath den went to work. station 3 with Jenny e superstar (IC), cheng hao and thanks to sir alan, ashton. initially cheng hao food runner n shahrill stn 3 but cheng hao hand pain. so changed. heng ah. closed stn 3 w ashton as cheng hao "volunteer" to go stn 2. -.- wa ashton close stn real fast de k. i only help to close side stn n soda a few tables only. and agrued w ashton abt e tables from 55 to 58. e table arrangements.. hai. den went help closed stn 1. yup. den as usual, eat, chat n had fun!

sat. woke up at 930am to watch tv den went back sleep for 30mins. den went ms w mum for early mothers' day celebration! treated her cafe cartal. tat costs me...... but nvm la. worth it. once a yr ma. den accompany mum shop from ms, to city link n lastly funan. met xin ying to shop for blushers. but went to work empty handed. stn 3 again. w Dehui (IC), qiu yue jie n xin ying. i gotten $13 tips!! in exact la, $13.20! as i took order for table 43, 2 malay guys n 1 malay gal. today is one of e guy's birthday, so i told him have free slice cake n ask him to show me his ic. den they order food blah blah blah.. after eatin their main course, e other malay guy signal me to serve e slice ck. but dehui did tat for me la. tat's wat i did only lo. b4 they leave, e guy passed me e bill folder n said to me, "this is for you. thank you." den he left. i knew tat was tips for me. thinkin only coins. e most $2 lo. when i open up n see, wa $13.20 lei. surprised me lo.. but thanks! dunno how to use it yet. went over to help stn 2 as ma'am hoi foon asked me to. ashton was there. so i was like -.-.. asked xin ying wan to go over anot but she dont wan. so nvm lo. but nth happened la. so closed stn 2. after tat same, makan, talk.. today had more ppl. all of us [me, stacy, xin ying, cheng hao n dehui] purposely separate table cause we dont wan to sit w someone. so we siam. n me kena suan again. thanks to cheng hao la. took my phone when i ws unaware. surprised tat dehui knew it also. he said sir simon told him one.. !!!!! nvm la. den cab home as usual. n slept at 2 plus.

today. sun. woke up at 825am. met e same grp of ppl except dehui n plus keryn for early breakfast at habourfront mac. reached ard 910am. wasnt too late n tot not all will reach on time. but to my surprise, all reached le. so pai seh lo. as wat stacy said, i stayed e nearest but late.. yup. den chatted while havin breakfast. kept suanin cheng hao abt AA batt.. haha. i also kena suan but not as much as cheng hao. hehehe.. den went outlet at 10 plus.. sir alan wanted 2 person to go taxi stand help sir simon bring up 10 cakes.. all e girls kept shoutin "I WAN GO!!". includin me la. but sir alan asked shahrill n cheng hao. -.- but end up sir simon brought up on his own. pro sia. start work at 11 instead of 12. stn 2 w jenny e superstar, keryn n shahrill. -.-.. wa today had really big crowd. n had lots of small children.. so many babychairs are occupied.. den thanks to shahrill, made all of us do extra work. nv give ice water, nv do/remove settings.. was rather unhappy abt it le. but nvm. until table14 or 15 requested long spoon from me.. dint even remove e settings. -.- served le n e lady wanted ice water so i rahter bu shuang n check who took e order. it was shahrill. as he was just beside me so i told him *exact words* : dint give settings, dint give ice water, wat are you tryin to do? guess wat he replied? "ok fine!" n threw his micros card on e floor. givin me tat attitude. wth lo. was tat my fault???? but forget it la! not worth feelin angry because of him. just pray dont put him same stn as me in future i v happy le. went off w cheng hao, xin ying n stacy. stayed at vivo now cause meetin relatives later for dinner at crystal jade!! =D

tired~

just off work. hai. supposed to b my off day.. ma'am june msged me in e mornin asked me to work.. 6-11pm -.- surprised tat i station 2 alone.. -.- meanin.. close station 2 alone.. v tired lo.. table 24 n 33 took so long to leave lo.. suppose close at 1030pm.. dragged until almost 11..luckily joan helped me to mop.. yup..n im hungry n sleepy~~

hey

here to update. today woke up slightly late cause had practical exam.. only report to sch at 1120pm. but i only reached ard 1135.. to my surprised Mr LCB was in e class.. den we proceed to chem lab 1.. at first was rather blur blur.. 1st time do practical exam ma.. but luckily xin ying *e 7 pointers girl*msged me e night before wat to study.. most of us did chem part first except xinni, who was sittin just behind me.. so i can see wat she was doing.. cuttin e fruit.. as most of us started doin chem first.. so we saw e instruction "heat for 3-4 mins" blah blah blah.. so we all started doin e water bath.. until e malay auntie hintin us tat "water bath is only needed for bio".. den we somehow v pai seh quickly put down e water bath n just heated e test tube by itself.. malu right.. for me, i didnt finish e bio part as i dint do benedict test for e fruit.. e water bath took so long to boil!!! but nvm la.. mock exam only..

sat initially worked 12-6pm, after changin shift to keryn.. wantin to meet my dad n sis out for dinner. but terence had personal matter, so i took over his OT.. so extended to 10pm.. -.- so durin break time msged dad n sis to change to sun.. durin break time ate w qiu yue jie n ashton.. dun feel like talkin so i just keep msged sis.. but i somehow still got talk w qiu yue jie la.. however, ashton was pretty nice to help me keep my plate.. shun pian la actually.. luckily xin ying came early so i wont feel so weird..

yesterday was e 1st day of my 4 day rest for this wk.. requested to sir alan tat i only work on fri, sat n sun.. managed to change shift w dehui to mornin shift.. cause all part timers dont wan work on sun night shift.. thanks dehui!! wanted to work mornin shift cause its mothers' day!! wanna take my mum out for nice dinner.. *there goes my savings for laptop =(* but its worth la.. so on sun after work, told sir yy to change my shift, he saw someone workin 9-5.. so he say"ohh, no wonder.." so i kept denyin.. tats true wat.. not i wanna purposely change shift just to b e same as him.. -.- yup.. so fri n sat workin 6-1am n sun 12-5pm.. hopefully will not b runner on fri n sat.. but hard to say lo.. see who is e MOD.. hai.. but if really put me runner also bo pian..

yup tats all!! n im hungry.....

hey hey

long time dint blog le. so many things happened recently.. hai.. and one big thing.. MY SECRET HAS REVEALED.. -.- really dint wanted it to happen but..... hai.. ya la.. i like ashton.. but now i also dint do or say anythin le.. let e rest suan lo.. hai.. just let nature takes its course..

well, have been busy workin for e past 2 wks. due to lack of manpower, i supposed to have 2 off days. but in e end.. only 1 day.. -.- yesterday went junction 8 with cheng hao n xin ying.. for dinner.. den went upstairs watch css performance.. missed e top 20 part. for those who dunno, my classmate, Zijie is one of e top 20.. pro right.. unlike me.. =( only watched Daren performed.. after tat we left for work.. was in stn 3 with terence n izy.. kena suan by terence also.. but nvm la.. durin briefin also.. goin work later too.. yeah thank god tomorrow is labour day.. no sch!! can sleep more..

mock exam is comin soon.. science prac on 8 may.. so cant work tat often le.. yup.. g2g le.. cya!! hopefully later will assigned a good stn.. =)

daily life

So tired now... -.-

mon. as usual had sch in e mornin. after sch went work. station 3 with Ashton, Raymond n Rachel. was told by sir alan tat me n Ashton have to guide them cause both of them new staff. when i reach outlet already saw Ashton bringing Rachel n "tourin" ard e outlet. i was like laughin n say "Ashton you tour guide is it?" haha. initial work until 11 but sales not v good so me n hao ge end work at 10. we both stayed at outlet n waited for them to go off tgt. xin ying stayed also.

yesterday, tues. sch was pretty interestin. cause due to EL day, *Eng language not elaine lee hor*. my sch had spellin bee competition. ms kang was like so funny lo. her high pitch voice. Janice represented my class n she was e top 2! *clap clap*. not bad wor. but it ended late. went home n had afternoon nap den went to work at 5. station 3 again with Ashton n Alhammy. hey, have you notice tat? have been workin e same station as Ashton. at first superstar was assigned to station 3 also but fiona e new staff dint come so she was assigned to station 2 instead. heng ah. de me n Alhammy keep talkin.. he nearly make me fall!!! Ashton was beside me also. was like so pai seh. my leg stuck at e side station door. i laughed until my face red. extended to 11pm cause not enough ppl. -.- yup. after workin ate bee hoon n my ic.. so nice.. after tat hang out with Alhammy outside vivo for awhile den went home le. he suggest to go eat on fri after work, which is 1am. good idea!! can imagine how shiok it will be. jio more ppl to go!! =D.

today. sch just now pretty shiok. got 3 periods for me to sleep.. not enough sleep ah. was late in e mornin. e stupid 145 la!! so late den come. my earrings kena confiscate by ms thng.. all nice nice de lo!!! wat e f***!! but nvm la. can take back 1 day de. -.- last period had e sec 3 debate. topic was on "Can Singapore support a population of 6.2 million ppl in e next 10 yrs?" pretty interestin. but ended late. 145pm.. went meet cs go nyp.. brought all my stuff for workin along. now my bag like so heavy lo. had to hold my math tb in hand. almost left it inside nyp's toliet when i was changin to swensen's uniform.. yup. workin later at 6. dunno assigned to wat station.. but hope got good sales ba. can see sir yy later!!! more jokes!! =D

oh ya. mock exam comin soon. its time to plan my schedule le.

hey!

dint blog for e past 1 wk. let's recall.. =) *if i can.

Last mon. had sch in e mornin n went work at 6. station 3 with Ashton station IC n Fahmi. not alot ppl so ok. not very tired. mood : =D

tues. had sch. ended sch super late. 235pm. tks to e upper sec assembly. was SOOO tired until i really fall asleep. until mr derek tan pat my shoulder n "smile" at me. pai seh lo. den went work after tat. was shahrill's birthday. same station as him with alhammy. bought vince's dohut before i went work. treated them after closin. dint wanted to give to superstar, but since she so auto in takin herself. den just give her lo. is not tat i niao la. is mdm hoi foon n ashton haven come out yet, n i only bought 6. was very hungry also. den is already not enough lo. hai. hope everyone enjoyed.

wed. my off! at first planned to meet ann n cheng hao go orchard but cancelled. so went home sleep. until cs called me. met him at orchard. went paradiz's k box. last bus missed so wasted $10.30 on cab. HATE IT!!! waste $$ lo. -.-

thurs. my off too.spent whole day after sch at hm sleepin. woke up at 8pm watch music in e air.. derrick so cute!! his singing so nice too. lookin forward to his album!

fri. PH. good fri. workin at 12. met ann at level 1 n we went up together. station 2. mdm hoi foon asked me to stand host 1 b4 superstar comes. tot it was pretty slack job cause tot not much crowd. but to my surprise, large grp ppl came!! so stress lo. guest keep wantin to come in straight but need host 2 to bring them in.. i was like.. hai. mdm hoi foon kena scolded from guest because of me. so sorry =( worked until 6 with ann, alhammy n max. went inside chattin. Ashton was inside eatin Beef SW. so rich sia. he finish eatin le went smoke n only left me, alhammy n max.. alhammy wanted to go smoke also so i suggest go find ashton la but dunno where he go -.- after tat me n max went orchard. went cine pierce my ear. so pain lo! den went chinago's steak eat. pretty nice. shopped at heeren. we spent $266 somethin altogether n we got e discount card n vouchers.. =D after tat walk to The Cathay ate ben n jerry's. so nice!!! went home after tat.

sat. work at 12pm also. almost cant walk up. n my newly-pierce ear was so damn pain. cant sleep well. station 3 IC with Ashton n Ruth *e new staff*. tks to sir alan wor. pretty busy too but things occurred pretty funny. Ashton wanted to present menu to table 35 n e yogurt menu kena my head n i was wonderin at first who knocked my head n i was like "OUCH!" sir simon saw it n he laughed also. luckily not e food menu sia.. ended work at 6. went Food Republic with sir alan n joan. wanna budget abit so i just order chic rice. sir alan treated us dian xin.. pretty nice. tks!! =Dafter tat went buy dinner for mum n went home watch tv.

sun. mum bought food for me n kept wakin me up at 10 plus. i was abit irrated n ask "SO EARLY WAKE ME UP FOR WAT?" den my mum say "FASTER WAKE UP WORKIN AT 12 LEI LATER NO TIME TO EAT" i got shocked n say "TODAY I WORKIN AT 5PM LA!!" she replied "CHAY". so woke up at 12 plus to eat. listen songs. watch Ayumi's concert. cs called n went city hall. ate New york new york.. nice!! love e oreo cookies shake.. but rather ex. rush down for work.. was late for briefin. shahrill now den know my nickname is kopi soh. so lack behind lo. dunno wat they mention abt me before i came. station 2 IC with adilah n yi lin. when adilah came in she said "WA SO NEAR AH??" i smile n said ya lo. took my move tickets le. im e top 3 for sellin kpi. top for cioppino also. e only food item among e kpis. =D. took photo with alan. shall post when i see it. so weird lo. dint know tat april also countin KPI. so i slacked alot. but i still top 2. not bad la hor. sir simon was holdin e paper n say "bu kui shi kopi soh" when he saw my name at top 2. mdm hoi foon suddenly ask me "you not happy?" i said "no la. just tat dunno ask tat person out for movie" she startin to guess who i like. luckily agnes dint say out. mdm hoi foon even went inside office ask sir alan. luckily he dint say.. after tat sir yy dunno how he guess correctly.. he was like kept laughin.. but i knew he said e correct person. even shahrill also know le. he said mdm siti say one. i was like.. DIE LE LA!! actually. im not worryin others know. i dread e most is HE HIMSELF know. hai. hope tat day wont come. n sir alan super pro in plannin schedule lo. make until so obvious. but actually i should make good use of e chance.. as i really really like him. thsi time round, felt really different. first time ever felt tat not wantin to get hold of e person. but rather satisfied when seenin him everyday, knowin tat he is happy, can le. e rest not important. yup. e rest leave it to fate ba.

got to work later at 6! doin closin also. -.- more KPIs!!

hey hey

let's start off with my day last fri.. dint went sch.. went sch to pass janice her new phone.. after tat met cs at dhoby gahut.. accompany him go nyp.. happy tat he gotten a course.. *treasure it k* den after tat went orchard took back my phone.. camera spoilt previously.. after tat dunno why suddenly had a urge to go cut hair den cs recommend to go 1 place cut.. tat costs me $68.25.. wow.. chapter 2 can cut 2 times lo.. but nvm la.. after tat went vivo met sir simon, hao ge n adilah makan.. me n adilah work at 6.. we wok ard dunno wat to eat.. so i suggest go banquet.. went down le still dunno wat to eat n sir simon suggest eat fast food.. n we went back level 2.. went up le still dunno wat to eat den i suggest again eat LJS.. although its kinda sian for all of us.. while eatin agnes n joan joined us.. after tat keryn n sharill came also.. after eatin adilah n me went work n e rest went secret recipe.. me n adilah same station 3.. with mdm siti n terence.. after tat adilah went station 2 n fion came.. den i close station 3 as they all went home at 11.. -.- but i did quite fast la hor.. finish closin had a good time chattin with sir yy they all.. den took cab home..

sat.. woke up at 11am.. bath le n went off to work at 12.. makan first n had a small little briefin.. MOD is sir alan.. he taught me 1 new stuff.. abt e guest sittin arragement.. i station 3 again.. very busy.. n sold 14 kpi =D last day already lei.. knock off at 6.. ate ice cream den went orchard with fahmi.. ate blondie at PHO Swensen's.. den went play pool n arcade.. after tat fahmi went back le den i went hmv listen songs.. ard 1120pm took 124 went clake quay.. saw xinni on e bus.. chatted for awhile den alight le.. cs everytime took so long to come.. -.- watch him eat supper n chatted.. hai.. wasted $ took cab home.. so angry lo.. but on e account of e friendship.. suan le..

sun.. woke up at 1pm.. went bm bought kfc n lunch for mum.. did my math homework b4 i go for work.. so guai right.. den went work at 5.. briefin time sir simon suddenly say his name while he lookin at me.. like so obvious lo.. he still say wat help me. i think is sabo me ba.. den while waitin for anges for e bill.. she took e printer paper to hao ge.. den i "wa" den agnes push e paper to me ask me give to fountain.. is like.. wa lau.. yao hai wo ma.. den i quickly pass to fountain den went back to station 3.. i helped casherin for e NETS thingy twice.. very fun lei.. n today was sir peter n mdm fion last day.. rather sad la.. we wrote cards for them.. den at night sabo fion.. until her whole body wet.. so poor thing.. den reached hm 11 plus..

today.. mon.. went sch almost late.. so stand at e side.. saw priscilla n we stand together.. melvin also.. after assembly me n priscilla dint went back class.. went to toliet.. dint know had readin at arena.. so we went back arena.. in class nth much.. mr low dint come.. free 3 periods.. i did poa tys n bio tys.. n workin later at 6.. will announce who's e kpi winner later.. e whole mth of march i sold 152 kpi.. means average 6.6 kpi per day.. not bad la hor.. =)