.on the dot

today.

im home! just checked my bank a/c. my pay is in! :D

i must save up for upcoming GSS!

anyway. HAPPY VESAK DAY :D *random

which means, double pay today! :D x10000000000

work was damn fun. err. should i say, i only worked with my 50% effort?

e other 50%, busy playing Restaurant City & Hell's Kitchen, crapping with the peeps!

lunched with Willie, Soon Ming, Jun Hong & Tan Chin Ping. Soon Ming, Jun Hong and i ate Indonesian BBQ's fried chicken!! Yummyyyy! it tasted much much better as compared with TBP's one. =x

but.. after 6pm.. when morning shift peeps left.. there's only me and him.. just call me stupid, useless or whatever name u guys can call. i did nothing, nothing and nothing.. but, everytime when he sniffed & sneezed, haiz. heart pain.. but i spoke nothing to him, neither it seems that i care for him..

wanted to go KTV with Duncan and the grp after work one.. but im working full shift again tmr..

nevertheless! went PS with Ylva, Samuel and Mike. went Best Denki and ate Cafe Cartal! guess what! 50% disc for snackers & coffee drinks! woohoo! we order waffle fries, spicy drumlets, 2 oreo frappes and 2 caramel frappes, total is only $16!

was super funny when we were walking to mrt via underpass, Ylva touched Mike's mole at his neck and said Press the button, Mike was on the phone, gave a very big reaction and said Stop pressing the button! laughed our ass off!

right before i type this sentence @ 12.13am, wished Xiao Di happy friendship day! time flies huh.. it's been 4 months!

i know, im stupid. im wasting my time. im foolish. im brainless. im useless. i kept saying i wanting to let go. but, i cant. i wont want as well. i still love him as much as day 1, in fact, much more. it seems that im avoiding him, it seems that he is avoiding me as well. i have no intention to get into a new relationship with any other guy. what can i do? just wait and wait and wait. im lived to waste my time. that's all.