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hello people!

elaine is back for blogging!
some things to share with u guys! :D

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i just bought this at SASA today and they are having promotion with 20% disc!

After disc is ONLY $15.90! :D

Since it was recommended from 女人我最大 and press release from i-weekly, so why not?
i just applied it for ard 20 mins ago, inital 1-3 mins, the surface applied on my stomach will start turning warm. And soon. the fats will be gone! wahahaha.

shall update again 12 days later to see whether it is effective?

Den i can flee from California Fitness! :D :D :D

was reading Agnes' blog just now. (resource - http://www.aggylow.com/)

was thinking on my past and current status as well.

So i shall update mine too!

As many of you guys are aware, for the past months, my mood hasn't been very good due to a guy.

Not trying to say that I love him only before, in fact, had a few "weird" experiences with some other "significant" guys.

Let's recall!

Can still remember, the very first guy (in fact boy)that i "fell in love" with, was during primary 1-3! my very own classmate. He wasnt a chinese but he was a very very fun, yet super smart boy!

That was puppy love still.

After that, when i was in primary 5, my very own classmate again. We liked each other, but never really confess to each other (knowing in our hearts) but the relationship broke off when my best friend at that time invaded in..

That was 50% puppy love still as i wasn't really hurt by it yet.

My very first ex appeared when i was in secondary 1. my very own classmate again again. He was the one that took the initiative to get close to me. At that point of time, i had a crush with his best friend. Scenerio was pretty similar to 流星花园 wahahaha. But of course, that guy didn't like me as he already had girlfriend. The very first date with him was at bugis, with his younger bro, and we watched Ice Age 1. As time goes by, i began to accept him. The very first holding of hand was on 5 oct, 2002. And we watched The Matrix.. We broke up on 27 july 2003 due to some childish emotions and arguments.

I was totally hurt because of this relationship. I remembered that i skipped school for a wk just to stay at home.

it took me almost 2 years to get over this relationship and at the same time, i decided to work hard for my studies as i retained during secondary 3. (together with him -.-) so, during my secondary school years, i only had 1 relationship despite of having crush with other guys from different classes.

And then, i graduated from GESS in 2007! and busied working at Earle Swensen's & Canon for 1 month plus.

Until i met this guy in Earle Swensen's in nov.. Went out with him once with my friend tagged along, but it didn't turn out well. He resigned soon after that.

My 2nd relationship started on 14 feb 08 (romantic right?!) with another guy in Earle Swensen's as well.

Well, some significant memories with him were the ZOO outing, and the date when he bought me my birthday gift..

At the same time, i entered RP on 20 apr. Got to know many new people, trying to adopt myself in PBL. We had together for only months plus and i asked for a breakup. Reason being that we had too little time for each other, busying with our own life, and definitely this is not that kind of relationship that i want.

I joined StarHub on 11 aug as part time sales staff, slowly i got to know this guy. Am sure many of you are aware. I had a lot pleasant times with him and that's really really enough for me.

And now! I'm in RP year 2. 2 weeks ago, my mood was especially down as I went through a lot of bad moments. With that guy, did not do really well for my studies and i'm leaving StarHub very soon. I was very depressed until i once thinking of ending my life.

Was thinking of 黎础宁 as well. If you guys know her, she was 2nd runner up from 3rd 超级星光大道. she killed herself because of relationship.

resources - http://yule.sohu.com/20081125/n260834807.shtml

Feeling damn sad as she was my favourite singer. BUT, if death is really the best way for her to feel better, so why not? :(

I JUST NOTICED. 黎础宁'S DEATH ANNIVERSARY IS ON YONG LIANG'S BIRTHDAY.

SO HOW SHOULD I FEEL ON THAT DAY?

neverthless, life is still pretty good for me. I passed my basic theory evaluation on thurs! Like finally! And i will be having my basic theory test on tues! Grrrrr.

and NOW, i am rather having a very neutral feeling towards relationship now. Like, "have then have, don't have then don't have lor" attitude. Although i'm having a crush with a guy, let fate lead the way ba!

Happy school day tomorrow!