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wow. to think that im still awake now!

aiya. who cares? people will only starting work at 1pm later. :D

have been doing quite a number of self reflections recently.

我承认我是一个嘴硬心软的人。so i think, 我常常会后悔自己曾经做过，和应该做的事但没有做的事。

我也不是一个喜欢拍马屁的人。尤其是拍老板或者喜欢的男生的马屁。我不喜欢依靠其他人，都尽量靠自己。so i think, 可能是这个的缘故，我的“人气”就没有那么好？at the same time, 我又是一个容易也害怕寂寞的人。我想，做我的男朋友应该不容易吧！哈哈。

J told me that she and G had a bet, if he were to come back to me one day, will i still accept him？G betted Yes while J betted No. Initally, this was a good question to me. Slowly, i recall on the past memories and i asked myself the reason why i used to like him. i thought i will bet No as well. But i told myself, my answer will be Yes. and then, i asked myself Why?

Reason being: 我还没有找到一个会爱他多过爱你的人。

haiz. anyway, i will still be contacting him one day to seek help for my PP in which will be due on 7 oct!

if im not wrong, 6 hours later, Rayson Oh will be enlisted le!
take good care. awaiting for his meal treat 2 weeks later!

its 3am le. time to sleep!

mobile training tmr. zzzz.