.on the dot

My heart is in a mess.
I'm so mixed feeling now.
right now, i miss him like mad, pissed off with him, yearning to hear his voice n to entertain me, angry w him, needs him......

valentine's day despite wasn't spent w him. I had a pretty good time w xie shun, n his frens, Daniel n shan shan. Went yuan dian pub for singing n drinkin. Despite atmosphere wasn't tat pleasant. But tks for makin e nite great. At least, I'm not staying at home crying alone. :(

and reached home exceptionally late. 2plus in e mornin. N caused me to be late for work. At least i ended work at 730, just nice can go n hv dinner w xiao di. Woohoo. Had dinner at cafe cartel. Nice one!

at least today at work i was pretty cheerful? Haiz. I seriously do not know how to behave tmr.

how i wish i can cry my hearts out. N i will be able to move on? But now, i cant even shear a tear out. At least, i really hope tat i can handle tis maturely.

Alrite. Another workin day tmr. All e best to me.