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事过境迁，　认识他已经有好几个月了．　我一直觉得，　我和他的距离越来越远．和他出去的那唯一个晚上，我这一辈子都不能忘．最近，我和他越来越少讲话了．Stacy告诉我，他配不上我．我十分惊讶．我一直害怕自己配不上他．很多人也问我为什么喜欢他．昨天做工时，Sir YY 把我的卡的名字换成Chow Elaine．Chow也就是他的姓．他一定有看到．我一直在想，他心里在想些什么．．

我承认，我有时会吃醋．尤其是其中一个经理．．．．．奇怪，她都有老公孩子了，年龄都比他大，都不知道我吃醋什么．．．

接下来，我真的不知道应该怎么办．．六月份要来了．他会记得他说过的话吗？　．．不用想都知道了．　

身边的朋友都不是很喜欢他．也不是和他很熟．仔细想想，我和他也许是不同世界的人．

好烦哦．．

今天考了华文．．挺难的．．　好想出去散散心．．让心情好过点．．有谁可以陪我呢？　好想快点毕业，有新的生活．．认识新的朋友．．　

开心点吧．．　我也想要赚多多的钱！！　去不同的国家玩，搬美美的新家，买美美的衣服，鞋子，裤子，吃好吃的食物！！！＝Ｄ

hey hey

updates.. lets start from last fri.. hai..

worked 5-1am.. station 2.. he was in fountain.. he kinda suay.. hurted his finger n had diahorrea at e same time.. but i was really admire his workin attitude.. but was angry with myself.. i dint know he was feelin v xin ku.. but me lei? after closin still sit down there happily joke with others.. while he sit at table 21 alone.. i imagine i am in his shoe.. if he did this to me, how will i feel?? not sincere enough!! hai..

n next day, sat. he took MC.. really wanna slap myself.. at first i tot he went back jb with XXX.. until joan told me wat he told sir alan they all on fri.. hai.. really my fault.. today worked 5-1am again.. station 1.

sun. met cheng hao xin ying n stacy out for breakfast.. but i late. *again. went eat at kopitiam. *my shop lei!*. den all of us start work at 11. it was sir simon's birthday!! so can see his mood v gd la.. station 2 with agnes n alhammy. den me cheng hao n xin ying kena extended to 6pm.. short of manpower.. n today sir alan kinda weird lei.. first time help me do settings lei!! it looks pretty small issue but can u imagine, DM helpin a part timer to do settings?? yup.. den after work called agnes. n we went eat ben n jerry's!!! joan came along too. we shared e merlion thingy.. costs us $19.50.. i think.. it was so nice!!! den we chatted while eatin.. den we went home le..

tues. had normal lessons in e mornin n had SS mock exam.. i only studied sec 4 chapter 1 n 2 e day before, which is only 1 theme. n to my surprise, it really came out for essay question!! The Housing Challenge.. e Home Ownership i managed to remember.. but i dint write alot.. but hopfully can pass ba.. so heng lo.. last yr N level also.. =D. n had a nice sleep after exam!!

wed. dint go sch.. but went JB instead. watched spiderman 3. so nice!! n cheap!! only RM 6 lei!! must go there watch more often.. n rather high class also.. Cathay.. i saw ktv.. Neway.. this is e ktv that ashton had mention to me abt.. can adjust aircon.. n e membership card only RM 5. cause i saw KL also have.. after tat went home bath n changed. worked 6-11pm.. station 3, after changin w alhammy.. cause i dont wan food n ice cream runner... esp he is at fountain.. so sir asra asked me e same thing too. n closin i dint do much.. =). n had chic baked rice!! so damn nice.. n went home after tat.

thurs. woke up late.. had ACE day. visited MI. e only sch tat offers 3-yr JC.. at first i was rather interested in it, n e sch was so big n nice, n new. but e principal *looks like mr giam!* said tat if you r not e study type, den go poly.. i admit im not e study type.. so poly is still my first choice!! n im greatly considerin takin e Direct Poly Admission exercise.. cause i already *confirm* wats my interest is.. tourism.. n he also takin dip in this course too.. n tis is e criteria..

Recommendation by school teacher(s)
Participation in Ngee Ann’s programmes such as the Advanced Elective Modules (AEMs), competitions, seminars and enrichment programmes
School CCA performance and any special talent
Performance at selection interviews

but e only prob is, i stopped attendin CCA this yr.. so is my previous yrs in GB performance still considerin??

and this is e mininum criteria
An ELR2B2 score of not more than 26 points, where EL refers to English Language, R2 refers to 2 Relevant Subjects, and B2 refers to 2 Other Best Subjects (excluding CCA);
Minimum entry requirements for the courses chosen.

so now.. study hard first ba..
today.. late for work!! mum dint wake me up.. thank god i woke up by myself at 7pm.. received so many missed call alert.. from company num n sir simon's num.. so i called back.. ma'am hoi foon asked me start work at 730pm.. n i managed to reach on time.. pai seh lo.. on e floor plan, beside my name wrote "NSNC".. meanin NO SHOW NO CALL.. malu lo.. so worked until 11pm..

today. dint went sch. last day already wat.. workin later at 5-1am.. wat station????

yup. it's O level Mt on next monday!! jia you!! must get A1!! =)

=)

hey hey. let's start from fri. =)

fri. had sch in e mornin. rained. so went back class straight. banu dint come today. wa once a lifetime. cause she hardly absent unless bo bian.. so rather sian lo. after sch went straight home. hai. i really no discipline lo. told myself CANNOT sleep in e afternoon. as wat Mr Low told us. "Dont cultivate a habit to sleep in e afternoon cause some O level papers will be in e afternoon. if not you will feel very sleepy". i very kia si lo. so better dont sleep. BUT, when i reached home, really TOO tired.. so i told myself "k sleep until 3pm den wake up study geo." but, slept until 430pm.. -.- no discipline lo.. =(. so went bath den went to work. station 3 with Jenny e superstar (IC), cheng hao and thanks to sir alan, ashton. initially cheng hao food runner n shahrill stn 3 but cheng hao hand pain. so changed. heng ah. closed stn 3 w ashton as cheng hao "volunteer" to go stn 2. -.- wa ashton close stn real fast de k. i only help to close side stn n soda a few tables only. and agrued w ashton abt e tables from 55 to 58. e table arrangements.. hai. den went help closed stn 1. yup. den as usual, eat, chat n had fun!

sat. woke up at 930am to watch tv den went back sleep for 30mins. den went ms w mum for early mothers' day celebration! treated her cafe cartal. tat costs me...... but nvm la. worth it. once a yr ma. den accompany mum shop from ms, to city link n lastly funan. met xin ying to shop for blushers. but went to work empty handed. stn 3 again. w Dehui (IC), qiu yue jie n xin ying. i gotten $13 tips!! in exact la, $13.20! as i took order for table 43, 2 malay guys n 1 malay gal. today is one of e guy's birthday, so i told him have free slice cake n ask him to show me his ic. den they order food blah blah blah.. after eatin their main course, e other malay guy signal me to serve e slice ck. but dehui did tat for me la. tat's wat i did only lo. b4 they leave, e guy passed me e bill folder n said to me, "this is for you. thank you." den he left. i knew tat was tips for me. thinkin only coins. e most $2 lo. when i open up n see, wa $13.20 lei. surprised me lo.. but thanks! dunno how to use it yet. went over to help stn 2 as ma'am hoi foon asked me to. ashton was there. so i was like -.-.. asked xin ying wan to go over anot but she dont wan. so nvm lo. but nth happened la. so closed stn 2. after tat same, makan, talk.. today had more ppl. all of us [me, stacy, xin ying, cheng hao n dehui] purposely separate table cause we dont wan to sit w someone. so we siam. n me kena suan again. thanks to cheng hao la. took my phone when i ws unaware. surprised tat dehui knew it also. he said sir simon told him one.. !!!!! nvm la. den cab home as usual. n slept at 2 plus.

today. sun. woke up at 825am. met e same grp of ppl except dehui n plus keryn for early breakfast at habourfront mac. reached ard 910am. wasnt too late n tot not all will reach on time. but to my surprise, all reached le. so pai seh lo. as wat stacy said, i stayed e nearest but late.. yup. den chatted while havin breakfast. kept suanin cheng hao abt AA batt.. haha. i also kena suan but not as much as cheng hao. hehehe.. den went outlet at 10 plus.. sir alan wanted 2 person to go taxi stand help sir simon bring up 10 cakes.. all e girls kept shoutin "I WAN GO!!". includin me la. but sir alan asked shahrill n cheng hao. -.- but end up sir simon brought up on his own. pro sia. start work at 11 instead of 12. stn 2 w jenny e superstar, keryn n shahrill. -.-.. wa today had really big crowd. n had lots of small children.. so many babychairs are occupied.. den thanks to shahrill, made all of us do extra work. nv give ice water, nv do/remove settings.. was rather unhappy abt it le. but nvm. until table14 or 15 requested long spoon from me.. dint even remove e settings. -.- served le n e lady wanted ice water so i rahter bu shuang n check who took e order. it was shahrill. as he was just beside me so i told him *exact words* : dint give settings, dint give ice water, wat are you tryin to do? guess wat he replied? "ok fine!" n threw his micros card on e floor. givin me tat attitude. wth lo. was tat my fault???? but forget it la! not worth feelin angry because of him. just pray dont put him same stn as me in future i v happy le. went off w cheng hao, xin ying n stacy. stayed at vivo now cause meetin relatives later for dinner at crystal jade!! =D

tired~

just off work. hai. supposed to b my off day.. ma'am june msged me in e mornin asked me to work.. 6-11pm -.- surprised tat i station 2 alone.. -.- meanin.. close station 2 alone.. v tired lo.. table 24 n 33 took so long to leave lo.. suppose close at 1030pm.. dragged until almost 11..luckily joan helped me to mop.. yup..n im hungry n sleepy~~

hey

here to update. today woke up slightly late cause had practical exam.. only report to sch at 1120pm. but i only reached ard 1135.. to my surprised Mr LCB was in e class.. den we proceed to chem lab 1.. at first was rather blur blur.. 1st time do practical exam ma.. but luckily xin ying *e 7 pointers girl*msged me e night before wat to study.. most of us did chem part first except xinni, who was sittin just behind me.. so i can see wat she was doing.. cuttin e fruit.. as most of us started doin chem first.. so we saw e instruction "heat for 3-4 mins" blah blah blah.. so we all started doin e water bath.. until e malay auntie hintin us tat "water bath is only needed for bio".. den we somehow v pai seh quickly put down e water bath n just heated e test tube by itself.. malu right.. for me, i didnt finish e bio part as i dint do benedict test for e fruit.. e water bath took so long to boil!!! but nvm la.. mock exam only..

sat initially worked 12-6pm, after changin shift to keryn.. wantin to meet my dad n sis out for dinner. but terence had personal matter, so i took over his OT.. so extended to 10pm.. -.- so durin break time msged dad n sis to change to sun.. durin break time ate w qiu yue jie n ashton.. dun feel like talkin so i just keep msged sis.. but i somehow still got talk w qiu yue jie la.. however, ashton was pretty nice to help me keep my plate.. shun pian la actually.. luckily xin ying came early so i wont feel so weird..

yesterday was e 1st day of my 4 day rest for this wk.. requested to sir alan tat i only work on fri, sat n sun.. managed to change shift w dehui to mornin shift.. cause all part timers dont wan work on sun night shift.. thanks dehui!! wanted to work mornin shift cause its mothers' day!! wanna take my mum out for nice dinner.. *there goes my savings for laptop =(* but its worth la.. so on sun after work, told sir yy to change my shift, he saw someone workin 9-5.. so he say"ohh, no wonder.." so i kept denyin.. tats true wat.. not i wanna purposely change shift just to b e same as him.. -.- yup.. so fri n sat workin 6-1am n sun 12-5pm.. hopefully will not b runner on fri n sat.. but hard to say lo.. see who is e MOD.. hai.. but if really put me runner also bo pian..

yup tats all!! n im hungry.....