What a pic/dream!

Found this on one of the meter cards. I was like OMG! Whoever the person is, good name la! =p

Just wanna share with you guys my very own dream on wed night. Nothing fake!

I dream of HIM! Most of you should know who la hor.. In my dream, i was so "bold" towards him. I could openly express my love for him. Although he was still the same old "shy".. I could easily held his hand and walk side by side with him. I can really feel it. The feeling is really great. How i wish i can have it real life. He was pretty open to me too. Told me lotsa things. He was standing right infront of him. I can see so clearly his entire face. I dreamt of lots of Earle's ppl too. But you guys are only supporting roles hahahaha. Though i can no longer remember. Time to ponder, why is the dream so different with current situation? I can make it happen too! I never love him more in the dream. But why?

And, I gave him the present on christmas itself. But NOT personally. So naturally, he thanked me NOT personally as well. Useless me. =(

To whoever the person called "me" who tagged me, maybe you are "her" or someone who sides her or whatever, i have my right who to like and who to dislike. And this is my blog ok! I don't need to you to teach me what to do. If not, why not you login to my blogger and edit my post?

Christmas has over, but new year is coming in 4 days time!! Wow. But i don't know what to aim for my studies!

-Get a new good job for now till poly starts!
-Lots $ for HK trip [this includes all my shirts, jeans, shoes, earrings etc..]
-Good results for Os
-Birthday dinner at Earle's T3?
-Shifting of house?
-Happier life!

Trying to get as much songs for my mp3 as possible. Currently only 160 songs, while it can store 2000 songs!! -.-

Hmm. Think i'll be getting kfc's buddy meal tomorrow before work. Hehehe. Ok? Cheng hao, Keryn, Xin Ying?? =D

Yo! Just back from my 16 and 1/2 hours work. Including 1 and 1/2 break time. Surprisingly i'm not tat VERY tired. Work at Earle's is fun! Except for today (onwards). With that sucker around! Sigh. Err. But i'm not trying to be THAT mean.

Her blog sucks. Her life sucks too.

Back to last thurs:
Hari Raya! Thanks to Sir Simon after my pestering to put me work. Yay. Stn 2. Kinda busy. While chatting with everyone around. =D. Sian la. Everyone were like working night shift. Ann, Keryn, Stacy, Kwangli. Chenghao kept asking me to stay at outlet. But i wanna rest early. Chatted with him at locker area while Sir Simon kept coming in and out. Nearly expose my present for him. Sian. Home-ed to watch 手足.

Fri:
Work at Canon as usual. Met CS after work for awhile for dinner and the HK trip. ARGH! So ma fan can. Home-ed early.

Sat:
The only day of the week tat i can sleep the most. =) Met Xin Ying and Cheng hao to makan. At my shop! (So-called) -.- YA. And Cheng hao is forever late. Stn 2 again. Yay midnite shift!

Sun:
Met Keryn, Cristal and Cheng hao to makan before work. Have not seen Cristal for sooooooooo long! I MISS YOU! *shy* Cheng hao was trying to make me jealous! We ordered fried kway tiao. Mine was $2, his was $3. BUT so much difference can! -.- Perhaps the auntie was biased. How can like that?! On our way to work, was betting who will be cashier for the night. But it turned out to be me. -.- But happy that Mdm Helen changed shift with HF! Upon hearing of that from Sir Simon, i jumped for joy la! =p. But sales weren't that good. Comparing with the day before. Feel so sad. Was like, opened till midnite also no point. And all other shops were already closing. =(. So closing of the whole resturant was super early. So Sir Simon brought us to mac! Had fun over there. Shooting one another. =) But not everyone were participating with our conversations. Guess no link to the 3 of them? But Sir Simon, Chenghao, Keryn, Cristal and i had fun can le. =)

Today:
Christmas eve!
Super tired in the morning! Only slept at 3am plus after phoneing with Ah Kin for important stuff and messaging with Cheng hao. Plus me kept thinking of some stuff. And these caused the delay of my sleeping time. Woke up at 730am for work. Already saw presents on my desk upon arrival. Gotten log cake to makan too! And there's Santa! But to me was somehow not much difference. Rush to work at Earle's at 6pm. Was there early so went out to help out early lo. Stn 3. Today HF was pretty good to me. Reason? Don't know. Kept asking me why want earn so much money blah blah blah. And supper time was so suck! Didn't wanted to take plates for that sucker and actually forgotten about her share and i distributed all the rice! And she already took 1 plate for herself. I was at fountain talking to Chenghao and after realising about that, so the only plate left was for me and him. Luckily HF gave me her share if not i really spend my whole day without one proper meal. Thanks to her la! Was pretty pissed off when she talked to him, after thinking through wanting to give him the christmas present or not. But no point. Sir Simon still continue shooting one another. No idea if she know or not. And i guess she is the only one who left out. Not even HF lo. Abit sad for her but i hack care!

Sales today damn good. But $200 plus away to break last year's record!

What's my feeling for him now? What am i thinking actually? Am i really happy now? Why i dislike that sucker so much? So what's next?????

P/S: i'm not trying to be 粗俗 by scolding sucker ok. Gotten "bad" influence from Keryn. Haha. It's just my way to fret out my anger on her. =p. And sorry Cristal. You know what i mean. =)

YO! 1.5 pay tomorrow! And i'm working 5-11pm. Gonna see that sucker again. Sian!

By the way, MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Mon:
Wanting to meet YY and the rest after work. Was cancelled due to don't know what reason. And i was damn tired. So headed home early and be good-behaviour-daughter. =)

Tues:
Went to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks *again* with PS at vivo after work!! Since i was there early, drop by at Earle's for awhile. Kept thinking on my way to vivo, whether i will get to see him.. And i did!! OMG. But he didn't see me. At least PS finally know how he look like. *Shuai ba!* =p. Sir Simon came out and told me sales was good! And he almost dying. Kept telling him to put me work on thurs due to public holiday. And he did! Wahahaha. Morning shift somemore. See, i'm such a happy girl. And guess what, i'm bought him christmas present!!!!!! Errrr.. Anyway, Alvin and the chipmunks is a very nice show! I know i repeated that but you guys should really watch it! PS and i had a good laugh inside GV Max. And i bought myself a new cup!

Today:
Work just now and rest well now!!

I think this christmas season i will be really tired. Especially sun and mon!

Working tomorrow 12-5pm ($7.50/hr!). Fri @ canon, sat 5-1am, sun 5-1am, mon morning @ canon, night 6-1am, tues no idea morning or night shift, wed-fri @ canon, sat-mon midnight again! OMG. But i will be so damn rich next month end! =D

So won't be blogging so soon. Congrats to those who had done well for N levels!

YO!

Ann asked me I very happy is it. My mind was blank at first. So i replied her "Happy better than glum ma".

Indeed. Whatever things happen to anyone of us. Everything is inevitable. So what for being unhappy? Got to move on.

Forgot wat i did on mon-wed. =p

Thurs:
Went to watch Alvin and the chipmunks after work! Damn nice show. A must watch! Damn cute la! But, mentioned in Ann's blog, it was an awkward night. =( But it's ok. Good start or not? I don't know. And i simply spend $10 just on 1 wan ton mee at HK cafe. -.-

Fri:
Woo! Pay day! Half a month's pay at Canon - $589 after CPF. Not bad right? Hehe. After settling my M1/Singtel/Insurance, not much left! =( Went to AXY's house after work. At hougang! Her mum's fried fish noodle was nice! 有家的感觉 hahaha. AXY helped me buy a creative Zen V plus mp3. 4 GB for $99! Cheap right. BUT, i don't know how to use la! Super blur at it. 153-ed home. Spent 1.5 hours to get home.

Sat:
Work at Earle's is always so fun. =) Met AXY, TCH and K before work. Thought i was the earliest. But it was AXY! TCH was late again. -.- Had ban mian today. 3 prawns from K! Heavy rained today. Today's floor plan sucks la! Purposely separate 4 of us lo! Me stn 1, AXY stn 2, TCH stn 3, K cashier. Was so damn pissed off by HF today. HEY, I'm not closing staff lei! DM asked me to go home, what makes you an AM to ask me close side stn?? But my angry-ness didn't last long actually. Wore the same colour t-shirt with him. So qiao can. Kena suan by TCH. -.- Off to supper at Mac, after knowing there's no food for closing staff! With AXY, TCH and A. Racist jokes from TCH pretty funny la!

Sun:
Breakfast with AXY and TCH. Wanting to eat char quay tiao but it was closed! -.- Had carrot cake instead. 3 of us ate from the same stall. So i was saying. When one goes, the others follow. Hahaha. Quite happy la. Same shift with him this week. Was told that he change shift with Ah K. no wonder la. For what? I don't know. At least it's somehow good. Stn 2 with AXY and somehow Ryan. Today Sir Simon was damn funny la. Think he's really the best managers around. one weird interaction with him. Pai seh one. But it's on my mind. In my memory. Yoshinoya-ed with AXY after work. Saw J and F at harbourfront level one. Chatted with them for awhile. Went home after that for Star awards! So happy that 破茧而出 gotten the Best Drama award! And Yvonne Lim gotten the Best Actress award! Truely deserve it. It's the best show i've ever watch from mediacorp. Theme song from Daren Tan so damn nice too!

Yay! Midnight shift next week! Sir Simon so damn good la. Can see him next sat. Only. Was told from Sir Simon that i got to but some things back from HK. I was like ?! I don't know what to buy. And have the money left or not. So i shoot him, "That time you went only bought back CHOPSTICKS!". He shoot back "I never buy for everyone". -.-

Didn't know thurs is public holiday. Wanna work Earle's la! $7.50 per hour lei. Sigh sigh sigh.

It's CS's birthday on tues! Seriously don't know what to get. And releasing of N level results on that day too. All the best people. I know how's that feeling like. Haha. But easy to go sec 5 de la. Haha.

I'm tired emotionally. But i'm a happy girl. Not for him. Not because of him. For the sake for myself. For my own life. I have no idea what will happen in future. Seriously no idea. =(

对你的背叛 是不要个陌生人陪.

01) The phone brand?
Sony ericsson.

02) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
478.

03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
Lol..if i nv reply u lata means i fall aslp.. -from TCH.

04) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
Martin? Since i'm msn-ing with him now haha.

05) Who's the last person you rang?
Dad.

06) Who was your last missed call from?
My mum.

07) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
Dad.

08) What does the last message in your inbox say?
Hihi.. U guys still remember me? - from LWY. =)

09)Who comes up under J?
Joan, Jaysline, Jeevan, Joe............

10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say?
No sent items.

11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
Sucker!!

12) Who's your network provider?
M1.

13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
Lazy to count. But mostly are his. Since i deleted other people's msg le.

14) What do you have as your background?
Baby mickey!

15) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?
Raymond. =/

16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
I don't set speed dial.

17) If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?
-

18) Who's the first person who comes up under C?
Cheng hao since he just msg me this afternoon hahaha.

19) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
Now charging.

20) What do you have as your main ringtone?
Bu gong yin de yue ding -By Jay Chou

Your 10 Favourites

Favourite Colour:
Purple?

Favourite Food:
Shaker fries!

Favourite Song:
Cai hong by Jay Chou.

Favourite Movie:
Hero, Tattoist, etc..

Favourite Sport:
I hardly play sports recently.

Favourite Season:
Winter.

Favourite Day of the Week:
Friday!

Favourite Ice Cream Flavour:
Maca.

Favourite Book:
Err..

Favourite cartoon:
Chipmunk!

Current mood:
Abit moody.

Current clothes:
Office wear top and shorts.

Current desktop:
I'm using laptop.

Current toe nail colour:
None.

Current time:
7.53pm.

Current Annoyance(s):
?

Current thought:
Him.

Current boyfriend:
Sigh....

Current book you are reading:
Death Note.

Firsts

First Best Friend: Qing Feng!

First Crush: Harsh Garg. Handsome and clever!

First Movie: Can't remember

First piercing: Pri 5.

First lie: Can't remember.

First music: ?

First car: -

First mobile phone: Nokia 3310

Lasts
Last cigarette: Long time ago le.

Last drink: -

Last car ride: PS's Dad's car after self-study at mac.

Last crush: ..

Last movie seen: Hero!

Last phone call: With Ann.

Last CD played: V6's Voyager.

Have you ever dated one of you best friends: No.

Have you ever broken the law: Ya haha.

Have you ever been arrested: Ya.

Have you ever skinny-dipped: Huh?

Have you ever been on TV: Ya even on MV before. Hahaha.

Have you ever kissed someone you didn't know: Nope.

5 Things You Are Wearing:
-Star necklace
- 4 earrings
-Pink top
-Black shorts
-Undergarments?

4 Things You Have Done Today:
-Work
-Lunch time nap
-Bought shaker fries
-Phoned with Ann.

3 Things You Can Hear Right Now: Ann's voice, my mum's nagging, msn alert.

2 Things You Can't Live Without:
-Joy
-Air!

4 Things You Do When You Are Bored:
-On phone
-Listen to mp3
-Think of him (all the time actually)
-Sleep

5 People to Do This:
-Just anyone will do.

ARGH! I'm so pissed off now. What's wrong with reading newspapers while i have finished my work?! While the rest also sit down there doing nothing?! I wanna quit and get new job la!

Forget about it. I 'm getting my pay on fri! It's like FINALLY. Got to save up for my HK trip in jan too. Sigh.

Have not talk to you for 67 hours le la!!

Few photos taken during the week

I wrote this and pinned this at my office desk. I miss him la. =(

Day at Earle's:

I seriously don't know why. Whenever i'm not required to wake up early. I tend to wake up early. Whenever i'm needed to wake up early, i simple can't wake up!

Like today. Woke up at 9am!! Turned myself here and there. Kept thinking about his stuff. Finally woke up at 1110am and off to work.

After more than 2 months, i'm cashier again! Thanks to Sir YY. Thought it was the best time. BUT. He took mc today! ARGH. Erm, at least i'm one of the first few to know about this? Wanted to call him after work. But i messaged him instead. Hope he gets my point. Argh. I seriously no idea what to do la~

Ok, back to work. Today really very slack la! Thanks to the rain. Not much sales. Went around chatting with everyone. And guess what? RYAN TAN molested me!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!! But not purposely de la. And didn't know Ah P actually helped me by saying nice words to him! Surprising la! Don't know why Ann was so high today. "Chopping" everyone's hand! Think i'm the worse la. Since i'm at cashier area. Kena 3 chops! -.-

Don't know why today was so seriously delayed. I off work only at 545pm! So only makan with Sir YY. While the rest left le. Sobx.

Back to office job tomorrow. =(

Night at Earle's (edited)

Started my day at gym. See i so discpline! Stayed there for 3 hours somemore lei! Then went home to take my uniform.

Before work, met Keryn and YY for early dinner at usual place. Once again had my fried prawn mee =)

Station 3 with Ashton, Queenie and Yi Xiu. Had 40 pax reservation!! I hate it man. Got special menu for them some more, and 2.5kg cake! Argh. Busy serving and clearing. Here and there. Closing was a bit tough. Thanks to Ashton la! Kept aruging with him over little things. Overheard by Yan. And she said "Don't quarrel, later become husband and wife". -.- I was like, sian diao.

After closing, many of the people went home. Only left Sir Simon, Sir Tony, Ashton, Keryn and me. And there are 5 chic baked rice! OMG. So wasted la.

Whole night never talk to him. My plans were all ruined. =(. But AT LEAST finally, i went outside to talk to him. But only.... less than 2 mins? But understandable la, can see he was so damn tired. 9am-11pm can you imagine? But at least he took the effort to message me after he left. =) But was sadden by some stuff that Keryn told me. =(

Kenna suan by Sir Simon again. Guess what he said? "So long never see you le, like to ga jiao you". Then looked at me and laugh. -.-. Oh ya, he mentioned there is midnight shift from 21-24th, and 28-30th! So me and Keryn quickly told him we wanna work. And he said he will surely put me. YES! Even if on fri i also wanna work. Can earn more!!!! I'm desperate for $. Hehe.

Working 12-5pm later. So tired~ Guess i will be sleeping so soundly now, if i don't have to charge my hp via cable. *Yawn*

Lots of ups and downs this week.

Sun:
From what I've mentioned in my previous post, worked 12-5. But went makan Swensen's at PS after work with AXY. Sir YY helped us make an reservation for 6, but thanks to the 4 guys la! Pang seh us! But never mind la, had a nice meal there. But i wasted food. =(

Mon:
Work as usual in the morning. Went to meet YY (Not Sir YY) at bus 80 and we went bugis area for her haircut. Nice but expensive! Took train down to city hall to meet Ah K. Went Marina Square's Swensen's for late dinner. Not again! But it was Ah K's treat so I don't mind la. Hahaha. He told me lots of things about him. And yup. And I took almost 2 hrs to finish my breaded chicken! Don't know why la. Headed home after that. Both of them were so good la. Sent me to the bus stop. Then they walked back to mrt station.

Tues:
Thanks to my mum, I didn't turn up for work! Overslept. ARGH. Loss of $56. It really breaks my heart. =(. So i spent my day youtube-ing and msn-ing with TCH. Went vivo to look for Ann. Her first day! Walked around vivo and harbourfront. Spend some time chatting at kfc. And i bought nothing there. =(. Except for egg prata.

Wed:
Work in the morning. And went...... MIND CAFE!!! With ZQ. I really miss there la. And both of us laughed at Jimmy's doings. Hahahaha. Those days at Mind Cafe were really funny. Had a nice time catching up with ZQ too.

Thurs:
Work in the morning. And meet up with my 2 good guy friends at bugis. (Ya bugis..) PM and CS! (Separately) Really miss them la. Had free drink at Starbucks! Just happen to see the promotion when i alighted at bugis village. So i called PM to come over and we queue up for that. Hehe! After that had my shaker fries! Finally it's back! And i owe PM lesser le. Yay. And I was like marathon-ing with CS la can. From bugis all the way to cathay. And my foot is pain can. Don't know why.

Today:
Work in the morning. Met Ah K. And he called LWY to come also! I was like so pai seh, no idea what to say to him! Especially when Ah K told him that i like him! So i said nothing to him and walk off. It's like... Really first time seeing him standing right in front of me, outside work! I think is natural reaction ba. Plus i was sooooooo super shy. Sigh. But the messages he sent me really made my day great la!! I must jia you!!! But got to make sure that i make it low profile! Shhhhh.. From tomorrow onwards!!! Jia you Elaine! After separation LWY without saying anything, went makan shaker fries. Then walked back to vivo and waited for YY to off work at 9. Saw TCH came out to go toliet. I was so happy at that time and shared my joy with him. Think he should know what i meant la. Haha. When YY came out, accompanied YY to makan kopitiam. And she treated me fruits! Went chinatown's $10 KTV after that. The sound system is not that good, compare with K box. No wonder so cheap la! Haha. I was a BIG lightbulb too. So i went off at 1225am to catch 124's last bus. I think i'm a moron on the bus la, kept smiling to myself. =)

Seriously, I'm not that really confident in this relationship. Even if everything goes well. Problems will sure exist. I have no idea. But for now, i REALLY like him. Must jia you! Even if it fails, i have no regrets. But i have no experience in handling this kind of situation la. Sigh.

I sincerely love Jay Chou's Cai Hong. I can listen to this song over and over again during my lunch time nap.

Night at Earle's

A short one (Hopefully) before i grap my sleeping hours. Yawn.

Woke up at 10am today to watch tv. Nice 9 hours of sleeping time. =). My mum was so sweet! Bought ice cream for me. Although it was not my favourite flavour, but i appreciated it. =)

Met AXY for super early dinner at usual place before work. Had fried prawn noodle. Yummy.

Few glances of LWY [shall call him that from now on] today. Different shift. Argh. The same goes to tomorrow. =(

Station 3 today with AXY, Shahidah and Sandy jie. So happy to see Shahidah back! Have not seen her for a year le.

So stupid la, have to wear that christmas twinkling hat during work! Really so stupid la! So damn hot wearin that, so uncomfortable, have to worry for my hair all the time. ARGH!

Saw 2 familiar faces today. I had to figure out who they are at first! Raymond and Hong Han. Long time no see! Raymond's hair look so different, Hong Han is so tanned now! Can fight with Dehui. Hong Han came to makan with his friends. Asked him to order more, but his table only ordered 3 sundaes! So niao! AXY was telling me he kept falling his AMaths in his sec sch time. Haha. Before he left, he came to me and say bye bye, and shoke hand with me. I was like "huh?! For what?!" -.-

The chefs are really so childish. Shall not elaborate more. Haha. When i was taking temperature when closing, chef alex called me 小可爱. I was like "huh?! You calling me?" Weird right. I'm not that small size lei. And i'm not cute also.

Don't know why I really love to work at Earle's. Except for a few people's shift. Although have to do alot of 粗活, compare to my office job. i just love la! Hehe.

Working 12-5 tomorrow, err later i mean. Going makan swensen's after work! AXY's treat. Hehe. Maybe TCH, TKL and Ryan going too. TCH rest well! Better don't fall sick and take mc hor. Haha.

Gonna save up for so many stuff. ARGH.

Worrying for my O's results. No point worrying now la actually.

Got to go! I'm yawning. ZZZ.