Busy weeks

Went to watch Hero after work at vivo on tues, with PS. Very nice movie! Hehe. Wanting to go mind cafe on wed. But i went to vivo with family to get new phone for my sis. Another wasted trip. So sorry ZQ for bs-ing you.

I'm busy, yet i'm so broke!! Can't imagine myself working 7 days a week, 7.5 hrs in average! Have to wait for my pay to come in, 14th next month! Argh. Feel so bad for using my mum's money.

Oh ya, i finally bought V6's Voyager yesterday!! Love it.

Working nowadays, good and no good. My boss bought us peanut pancakes each today. Though it only cost less than $1, it's the heart that counts. No more mistakes during working ok!

I seriously hate routine life! Thought of this on my way to work today. Have to wake up at the same time, taking the same bus, walking the same way to office, doing the same work...... One word to describe. SIAN! But luckily, poly life is awaiting for me! Guess that i seriously unsuitable for office jobs.

He message me again! 1.5 hours before. Therefore, i'm smiling again. =). And i can see you tomorrow. But different shift! ARGH.

It's end of the month. O's has already over for 17 days. I miss my sch friends!

I love to eat prata nowadays. Can jio me to eat hahahaha. =)

Gonna go to catch Corner with love!

Here am i

I'm blogging again within 24 hrs. Had a super long sleep. 1am plus to 1pm plus. Shiok. Met Kek bing and we went to Dragonfly @ St James Power Station for Kelly Poon's thingy. Wow. I love her voice. The place is pretty cool too. But is not for 18 and below! Shall go there some day. =)

Working tmr at Earle's. Yeah can see him!! It's Sir YY's and my grandmother's birthday tmr!

Never say die!

I promise, once i gotten my pay end of this month, i will get this!

I really feel super bad, I didn't even know that V6 has release new album for like days, or even weeks! I won't download, i won't listen via Imeem, I will spend $10++++ to buy! Go Morita is still so shuai and cool as ever. =). It's really my wish to see him face to face, like going to Japan to watch their concert! I'll really save up for that! But V6, please wait for me for a few more years!!

Feel rather "blessed" this week. Free movie tickets on wed, free tickets to Kelly Poon's mini concert later [people just don't know how to appreciate], waffle ice cream sharing with Wei Jun on tues, Yoshinoya student meal from Zai Qian yesterday. And there's more to come! Hehehe.

Yesterday was pretty funny. After work, met Kek Bing to go for a job interview at tiong area. Quite ulu place. As usual, we were told to fill up an application form while the personnel took out IC to photocopy. The form stated some rules and regulations. The person told us, "If you have no problems with the conditions, please sign at the bottom". Guess what, I laughed like a mad woman immediately. Cause it was somehow like a "wedding ceremony". Kek bing laughed too. Hahaha. After we strolled back to Tiong and i bought myself a nice unagi rice burger meal home! Have not been eating it for.......... AGES! Yummy!

Better off to have a super long hours of sleep! And it's finally weekend!

Turnover

I'm one of e few who managed to watch Tattoist, right before sneak preview. Nice show. Nice storyline. You guys are encouraged to watch! As well as Hero! I'm watchin it next tues! Yippee!

Workin life nowadays........... Both good and bad. I miss sch life. I won't be seein my sch friends so often as before. (No longer mon-fri). Miss those times when we chiong down for recess, sleep durin those borin lessons, chiong last min for math tests..... But i will keep them in mind. =) Kinda regret not going for grad night. Sigh.

It's time to move on anyway. Looking forward to poly life. Seriously i do!! Oh ya, back to workin life. Totally different with sch life. It's where you really got to have self-discpline. Waking up early, punctual for work, do your work correctly etc... Unlike sch, late comin is just jotting down your name, nagged by form teachers by sayin "In future when you go work, your bosses can just fire you for late coming!". Have been listening to it for 6 years! OMG. Workin is good anyway. It's where you get your money from! For my job, doing the same old thing everyday. And will take long time to finish. So, time flies fast. BUT, have to walk a bit from bus stop to my office. Sigh.

And ya, i'm back to Earle's again! Had no idea why i was so super nervous before i stepped in. Saw Sir YY, Joan and Agnes at cashier area when i stepped in. Big waved to me! Sir YY was like tellin them "She dye her hair lei"... -.- Luckily he wasnt colour blind. hahaha. Exhanged one big hug with Keryn. Sweet la she. And everyone else was like tellin me "So long never see you le" blah blah blah. For him, as usual. I see you. You see me. Never talk. =(. But i don't know why he would msg me once when his card has credit. Though i'm not sure is it "once" or not la. Why tell me why??? Sigh. But can only see him once or twice a week only. How? While messaging him during work, feel like asking him lotssss of questionsss. But i didn't. Sighhhhh. The kitchen staff are still childish as ever. Funny when one of them calls me "Yong mama". As if i'm tat old.

Got to know one new friend recently. Serene. Quite qiao la. Got to know her at one of the interviews. We even discussing about the salary and complained that it is too low. And i introduce her to work at Earle's! Hahahaha. =)

Life is good for me now. But i hate waking up early! Argh. And i miss him. =(

This holiday.
-Earn lots of money! For upcoming HK trip. Future Japan trip.
-Pray hard for good O level results!
-Enjoy my life!

Pics

Spent 4 hrs at e salon. After shampooin, cutted my hair. And now highlightin

Dyin e rest of my hair. The red thingy abit like weatin bluetooth headset. haha
KFC at harbourfront. is like finally. DOWNGRADED but still stylo.
In bus going to........ forgot le
My office buildin
First day workin. at toliet as wat u can c

Press level 4 pls!
Sea view durin lunch time
This lift is only for staff! Hv to tap staff card b4 u go up. No use pressin e levels w/o card!
Invoices r so scary. Besides learnin Matchin principle in POA, this is call MATCHIN.

My desktop. My tea. First day of work, drank 1 chocolate, 3 cafe lattes n 3 teas. Toilet breaks? Countless. Closin look of e invoice
Second day. Billin! Hv to key in e present readin to record, to bill. Invoices will b printed out. blah blah blah.
My desktop. Finally gotten my password. But i cant online! ARGH.
Fruit cakes from dunno who.

Ya. I'm under TG department. Look for me? Walk to e reception n ask for Elaine from TG dept. Haha.

Earle's tmr. 5-11pm. Sun 12-5pm. I seriously miss them la! Went there yday n Sir simon was like.... Dunno is praise or suan me. argh! haha. alright. im tired.

I realised i was pms-ing for tis whole wk. seriously pms-ing. pardon me.

I'm employed!

From tmr onwards, I will be offically workin at Canon as Admin, at Keppel Tower. Which is at Harbourfront! My 老地方 haha! Super near my house. 5-10 mins bus ride, 5 mins waitin time. (My bus arrive right on time when i just reach e bus stop quite often).



Regardin to pay, is$7 per hour. Not very very very very gd la, but still quite high. Imagine, 5 days week, 8 hrs. 8 x $7 = $56, $56 x 5 =$280, $280 x 4 = $1120! Plus, 1 hr lunch break, can hv my lunch at Harbourfront, or Vivo City! Or e cheap hawker centre opposite.



However, I will still b workin at Earle's on wkends. Which means in average if i work 5 hrs each day, 5 x $5 = $25, $25 x 2 = $50, $50 x 4 = $200! Total earnins. Can calculate la hor.

g2g sleep le. Jia you!

No longer I...

• TRUSTIN anyone on tis earth



• TELL any1 my secrets



• FEELIN hurt



• ACCEPTIN XXXs

Today, i...

• decide to LET GO



• WEPT so seriously ever

I nv nv nv felt like tis b4. I wanna hv a better life. Better treatment from ppl ard me. From now on, tat person is only one of my sec sch frens previously. Just like other frens, no longer contactin etc. I hv finally realise we r totally different ppl, livin in totally different world. U r no longer e one i used to know. I hv to admit tat. Frankin speakly, I really love him. Really really love him. (As a very gd fren i mean, my tears r rollin down). I really 疼him as a bro. He is e one tat know most of my biggest secrets. Whenever he was feelin down, i will b there to comfort him, to lend him my listenin ear. I remember once he suddenly called me out while i was abt to sleep. Without thinkin, i went ahead to meet him. I knew he needed someone to b there.. I hv done my part to b his gd fren. But, wat abt him? I told him lots of time tat he always take me for granted. Wat has he done? Nth! I hardly to hear a single "sorry" and "thanks" from him. I'm not a petty person. Watever he did to me on thurs, i've already forgot. This time...... I hv no idea wat to say.

Somethin postive..

Tmr is my v last paper for O levels! By then, i will end my 6 yrs -.- sec education! Here comes my freedom!

My mum is so cute now. Keep comin to me n askin me to teach her how to........... SMS! Hahaha. Funny. Although i wasn't tat patient to teach her as i've repeated to her thousands of times. (Sigh) Haha. But i still taught her la.

New job comin soon! N im goin back Earle's on sat! I miss everyone la!

^^

7 nov
Met up w Ann! Went Bugis for window shoppin. As well as job-seekin. N findin gd salon. 一举四得! Haha! Went Marina Square for another round of window shoppin. Lastly, had our dinner at HK cafe. Nice one! Ann shared alot w me abt she n someone. Kinda funny. Haha.

8 nov
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KB! Met her at Far east. Passed her e present. Hope she'll like it! Window-ed shoppin at Far east, Isetan, Taka, Heeren and Cine. Bought one very nice necklace at Far east! Very funny. KB pointed 1 guy at Heeren level 2, whom is Alfred Ng look-alike! We went up again to level 2 n he was gone! Our curiousity made us went ard e whole Heeren to search for him! Cant find him. KB said it's fun searchin someone like tat. -.-

After separatin w KB, took bus to indoor stadium! A*Mei's concert! Was really super unpleased w CS can! 请给我发一点牢骚can! ARGH! U guys will know how inconsiderate he is! Reached SIS ard 720pm. Kept callin him where was he, n he really took ages to come! He dont even hv a sense of urgency can! Yet he calls himself A*Mei's 忠实歌迷! I waited almost 1 hr for him!! Waited for him at North entrance. Out of nowhere he popped out suddenly. Dint even make e effort to look for me n go in tgt!! Initally, wantin to catch up w him n took pic b4 e concert starts. Gone case. Within 5 mins when we got in n sat down, e concert starts. -.- Even b4 e concert is endin, he was like so eager to go off. So damn irriatin can! We paid $160 for e tickets each can! When i was singin along w A*mei, guess wat he said? "明明不懂这首歌不用假假唱" Guys, do u hv tis kind of fren?? Do i need to 假假唱? For who to c? Siao! Guess wat, i cried a little just because of tis sentence. When e concert ends, he was like soooooooo eager to go off, dint even book a cab. I can take my bus 16 hm de lo! I was kind to pei him wok ALL E WAY to 196 bus stop to flag for cab. 1 cab stopped n wantin to ride us. Out of my concern for him, i asked e uncle is e cab goin far, as e cab was booked by someone else. Yet he dint 领情 and kept agreein w e driver's naggin. I felt rather pissed n i wrote msg on my phone sayin half-jokingly "I wanna get down". Guess wat he did? He told e driver. Another round of naggin. ARGH!! Alighted right his house downstairs. What im most pissed off was, he dint even send me to e bus stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He went up just like tat!!!! Just to go back n c his XXX! HEY! I'm a girl lei. N e place was so damn quiet. Cant he even think for my safety? E bus stop was so damn scary! CS, do try it urself 1 day! Was so super worried tat my last bus had gone, i msg him abt tis, n, HE DINT EVEN REPLY! He dint even msg me askin me whether i've reached hm.

A 5 yrs fren, it's really disheartenin. =(. I really dont wanna hate u. Can u kindly b more considerate for others??????

A*Mei's concert was totally great!! 值回票价! 3 hrs concert lei! Was so touchin when she sang 天天想你.

Today. Yong msg me suddenly. Weird weird weird. I dint go out with Yong today n yet he msged me whether i've reached hm. CS, wat hv u done??

9 nov
Went BM mac to study POA MCQ. Saw Jane n Huiling. After tat saw e same old ppl. Pan came. He gotten a new phone! Nokia 6120. Better than mine! Sigh. PS came after tat. Pan was so funny today! He wanted to clear his tray after he had his meals. N he threw e tray into e dustbin!! Me n PS kept laughin like mad! He was so pai seh la. Hahahaha. First time seein ppl did tis. Just now, his msn nick was "Owed BM mac a new tray". Funny guy. When i went to toliet, he came! Always tis kind of weird timin! When i came out, PS n i signal each other tat he came. N my face turned red! omg. his action was cute la. Headed hm at 8pm.

MJ interview on sun. Shld i go?

Happy list

1) My O levels is endin soon! But i'll still work hard for my very last paper!

2) A*Mei's concert tmr! I've been waitin for it for soooooo long!

3) I'm changin new phone soon! (If everythin goes right)

4) I'm dyin my hair soon! Right on 13 Nov!!

5) I'm gettin a new job soon! (Unless there r better ones!)

6) I bought somethin cute for KB's birthday tmr!

7) I'm goin for 2 day camps! TP and NP!

8) Gettin a resturant voucher soon! Treatin my family a nice dinner!

Yup. Tat's all wat i can think of! =)

I'm startin to use Facebook. But i'm super gong. So dont expect me to login that often! =P

Haha!

Chee yee thanked me on his latest post! Wahahahaha. Just kinda envy u la~ 1 more paper to go. Jia you n get into same poly as her! All e best!

I seriously need a new job for my 3 mths holiday. A better payin-job i mean. So shld i quit my job at Earle's? Or both jobs at e same time? No idea for tat yet. Any lobangs??

First thing tat i will do on 9am, 13 nov. Some of u guys already know, is to hv my hair dye!! I'm seriously cravin for tat can! These few yrs whenever i had my end-of-yr holiday, i will buy D.I.Y hair dye for myself. Since sec 2 i can still remember hahahaha. So, every time when e new sch term starts, my new form teacher will catch me n kenna sent hm. Still remember those days. Hahahaha. So yup, i will go for better one tis yr!

1 more paper to go! Full marks k! Really envy D&T ppl. Their O levels had just ended!!!!! Argh.

Muahahah

My hard work finally pays off today. Studied SS yday for 8 hrs, n i woke up at 4am today to study! (I'm so damn sleepy now) And guess wat? SS paper was pretty easy!!!! Themes tat i've spotted long ago, way before prelims, was sustainable development. N guess wat, it really came out! However, i did not attempt tat question. But did S'pore population. Was so damn easy can! Wrote everythin tat i know n remember inside. SBQ was pretty easy too. Guess tat those ppl who chiong-ed Venice surely jump for joy. Cause venice came out too. Initially i tot tat venice wont come out. Well....... Maybe i spot questions for Bio better. Hahaha. Whatever it is, SS papers was pretty easy for me! Think shld b able to pull up my grade for humanities!

After exam, all of us headed to tiong for early lunch. Wok ard at tiong. E rest went hm n i went to mrt to do my ez link w pei yi. was told to wait for 1 hr 15mins. so me n py went to wok ard. 1 hr 15 mins later we went back, was told to wait for another 30mins! siao de lei! Sigh. After tat went bm mac to study. He was there. However, was too sleepy so i went hm early.

2 mcq papers to go!!

Nice songs

Just share 2 very nice songs w u guys.



彩虹 by Jay Chou

哪裡有彩虹告訴我
能不能把我的願望還給我
為什麼天這麼安靜
所有的雲都跑到我這裡


有沒有口罩一個給我
釋懷說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥


看不見你的笑我怎麼睡得著
你的身影這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球 太陽還是會繞
沒有理由 我也能自己找


你要離開 我知道很簡單
你說依賴 是我們的阻礙
就算放開 但能不能別沒收我的愛
當作我最後才明白

一个人 by Jolin Tsai

从皮包里抽出我们的照片

沙发又移到客厅的另一边

晚饭后你可以多抽几口香烟

已经没有什么人会埋怨

晴天阴天 今天又是星期天

唯一的打算是醒得晚一些

反正我不知道怎样打发时间

出门或不出门 没差别

一个人 到底应该是右边或左边

两个人 每一次争吵都值得纪念

一个人 偶尔感到寂寞在所难免

你的气味 还留在枕头边

一个人 我重新适应一切不方便

两个人 不一定就成全一个世界

一个人 关灯看见记忆的横切面

没有光线 过去那些情节

更明显

Both songs somehow applies to my life now. Or makes me think of him. =(

Well, still havin O LEVELS now!! Chiong-ed SS just now at mac. He wasnt there. =(. Pretty much prepared for SS tmr. Hopefully can pull up my grades. Jia you!

I hate today!!!

ARGH! I simply hate today. Erm, though im in e midst of O levels, IM BLOGGIN NOW. Most of e papers r over. But not very well done. Esp today. =( First paper was chem. Obviously i wont pass it. Follow by geo. Was pretty ok, but not for map readin. Wat i studied dint came out. (!!) EL papers was ok. Topics for paper 1 quite ok. I tried to put in as much gd vocabs as i could. Afternoon math paper 1 really sucks! Damn difficult. At least 10 marks gone! Paper 2 slightly better. Had break yday as im not required to retake mt paper.



And today, im so disappointed w myself. I tot i was so fully prepared for poa paper. I spent 7 hrs studyin alone at mac yday. N woke up so early today to go sch super early. Pei shan was so shocked to c my msg so early. N i was e first O level student to reach sch today! Ms thng was so surprised to c me in sch so early. N reminded me to hv my breakfast. I had none of it. Poa paper was so........... Shocked to hv trial balance! Sec 3 work can! N i cant even balance it! Kinda tricky. E same goes to Tradin & Profit & Loss acc. Cant balance! Was rather stress. N, i was so damn STUPID!! Section B i did both questions, instead of 1!!!!!!!!!! I only realised it when Ms thng said "Pens down"!! Thus, i had only 10mins left to go back to my trial balance n Tradin questions, Tryin to balance it. It's so obvious tat i dont hv e time!!!!! I was v confusin as i dont even know which question to hand in. So i ended in question 5, which was e formula question. Outside hall, compared e figures we hv gotten (recorded right in our calculator! I only know my calculator has tis function today! Sua gu right?). Pan and mine ans was quite different, except for gross profit. Stock turnover also different!! I tot im dead tis time. No more A1. No more goin tourism course. Bad O level results........ All these thoughts occurin my mind. My tears started rollin down. Right outside e hall!!!



Had breakfast cum lunch at tiong kopitam w pei shan n kek bing. "Jeremy Mak!" joined us. He bought 三杯鸡. I hv not been eatin it for long time! So i bought myself one set too. Wok ard n went hm. On my way hm cs called me. went bugis to study. But. I LOST MY WALLET!!! ARGH!!! Most prob i dropped it on e bus. Sometimes i was v blur n careless n i often drop my wallet on e bus. Either i saw it myself or e passengers on e bus told me. So....... sigh. Called SMRT. Hopefully i'll receive calls form them tmr. =( Wat's in my wallet? Ez link card, 2 debit cards, few membership cards n, $60 plus cash!!!!! 一想到心就痛！很不甘愿！E $50 tat my mum gave me was to pay my bill! I felt so......... guity la. My family is not well off at all. My dad is not so often workin now, n now he has skin itchyness. Askin my sis for $ to c specialist. My mum is not workin. E money she is usin now is all her old savings $. I can c tat her savings r decreasin significantly. N i know she adores me. She will buy early breakfast for me sometimes(5 or 6 plus in e mornin!), buys lunch n dinner for me when im at hm. Gave me $ to buy concession every mth (When i do not hv e money). Things tat my mum has done for me is never endin. N my sis is e only one tat has stable income. Tat was e reason y i workin previously before O levels. Study n work at e same time. Tat was really so damn tiring. (Dear students out there, pls dont ever try doin tis unless u r facin e same prob as me, n tat is not fun at all! N it will definately affect ur studies!) Sigh. 我也不知道自己是怎么熬过来的. So, losin my wallet tis time. Is not just bein irresponsible to myself, but to my family too. =(. I remember i lost my wallet when i was in sec 2 too. n i cried in front of my ex bf. I lost $50 cash too. Sigh..



Today is really 双重打击. After much thinkin, y not out it in a positive way? If i dint do well for my poa, at least i can try goin other courses in poly? if not goin private sch? Losin of wallet, it's a chance for me to change new wallet! But, I still cant help feelin sad. 我真是一个傻瓜！



This song is really nice. 傻瓜 by 温岚. Was listenin to tis song on e bus b4 i dropped my wallet. N now im even more 傻瓜!

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜 我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜 我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

Sian. Bio paper tmr. Must chiong for SS tis wkend!

NO MORE BLOGGIN UNTIL 13 NOV.

A*MEI'S CONCERT IN 1 WK TIME!

MILO BING'S BIRTHDAY COMIN! I MISS GOIN KBOX!

FINDIN NEW JOB! LOBANG PLS!