today.
is last day of sch! finally get to have a rest from sch for 2 wks. :D
and also, i have a small and simple wish. but its a mission impossible. or can i?
life is getting better now. is happy enough for me.
favourite hobbies nowadays are just.. listening to mp3, eating supper, playing facebook & msn.
finally sorted out my thoughts as well.
had so many cravings too!
yesterday was the launch of circle line. and im gonna take circle line later! :D
today.
i wanna curse that person.
i will seriously curse you for being such a cheapo, low class, dishonesty & making a fool of yourself!
just because of someone that i dont even who, my darling $150 Nike sports shoe was stolen today!
heart broken to the max. =((((((
i find myself super useless. i feel like wasting my own time, my own life. why am i doing and thinking of things that are totally a waste of time?
why am i loving someone when i will never ever get loved?
why am i trapped in that very small circle. why cant i get out?
nevertheless... if i am given a chance... if time can goes back...
i will still choose this path...
holidays holiday.. im yearning for u..
*super no mood to study for UT tomorrow.
today.
i have no idea why. im too extremely tired.
i ate super alot too.
for example.
fri.
suppered with Celia, Matthew, Soon Ming, Wille, Mikey & Gab @ Cafe Cartel. good one as we saw performance by Shen mu yu tong and e rest! :D
sat.
lunched with Gab, Marcus & Ci'en @ LJS.
suppered with Willie & Gab @ Xin Wang
today.
lunched with Chris, Gab, Judy & Winnie @ Billy Bombers.
... i feel super damn fat now. =( but i enjoyed!!
NOW. super tired. lucky i studied 6P during work just now. haiz.
1 more week to go. Go go go!
UT tomorrow & thurs. sian lor. Sales Management & Marketing.
holidays come soon quick!
in short.
im just emotionally & physically tired. =((
today.
long and tiring day. woke up late. had to bath super fast n dashed out.
changed team today.
new team members for Market Sensing module. Daniel, Orange, Yanni and Dhirah. problem was pretty hard and i did my job ok!
Very tiring as well. Headed to PP workshop with Alica, Orange and Elma after sch.
Seriously, i do not know what to do for PP yet! Stress... Promise, will start doing next week!
after PP workshop, it rained!Elma and i had to take bus to mrt. im so convinced to get myself driving liscene!
anyway, finally think through. i decided to return him the freedom. thanks alot to Judy for all e advises. I wont "disturb" him anymore. Perhaps, all i can do is to wait. and keep myself busy. perhaps i can get over.
Well! sch holiday is coming real soon again! i wanna go overseas! i wanna have class outing! i wanna go ktv! i wanna go shopping! :D
ps: there is this weird person calling himself/herself "the ghost" and tagged me. seems like die die dont wan to reveal?
yawn!
today.
sch is pretty fun as dress code for today is FORMAL! due to my Sales Management module.
haiz. it can be a hard chore as i can no longer bring my backpack to sch. so i had to place my lappy in DKNY handbag, n its damnnnn heavy can! =/
had a crazy time laughing and joking in class while preparing the presentation. :D
damn scary too as we had to present in lecture room! something different n its cool too! my team had a hard time struggling too as we were the first team!
camwhored too after presenting. photos to be up soon!
after that, Nigel, Greyton, Daniel, Grace, 1 more girl and i went ahead to E66N for our first UT!
pretty easy but i spotted 1 careless mistake! :(
stayed in class after UT and Daryl came to my class. trained together!
oh my, i miss those old old times in StarHub with RP temps. =(
back home. rested and went jogging! :D i wonder how much fats were murdered. =/
had dinner, watched Fang Da Tong's live and here am i slacking!
n its time to slp now!
supper tomorrow again! can i?
in red -hope Jay wins!
in green - im stuck as both of them rocks!
but since he said Fang Da Tong, let it be ba! jia you!
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fri.
sch as usual in morning and work after sch. rained!
suppered with Lynn, her husband, Winne and Judy at liang court!
not too bad la.
we discussing on going to Genting in june!
sat. full shift.
pretty slack again!
lunched with Wayne, Celia, Winnie, Gab and Marcus at The Cathay!
it's nice! :D
dinner break with Gab, Kenneth and Mikey. joked along the way.
suppered with Gab again at Cafe Cartel! pictures uploaded in FB.
sun. full shift again.
2nd to reach office despite being late.
lunched with Gab and Willie. *dulan with particulat someone =x
and we had kfc!
again. slacked as well. and too much time to take pictures!
dinner break with Gab, Judy and Chris.
once again, suppered with Judy at Cafe Cartel!
chatted alot with Judy! made me realised some stuff as well.
This is the tall Chris! his pants is cute right?! wahaha
look at how "busy" they are.
my hair is so damn nice at this pic.
yesterday.
another working day.
but someone's status unknown. heard that he only woke up @ 4pm?
anyway, had kfc for lunch with Celia, Winnie, Willie & Kenneth as i brought coupon!
woohoo! but not able to play RC as there's no flashplayer on my com. =(
and then. had supper @ Cafe Cartel again! with Gab, Mike & Samuel!
this time round, is really damn fun. Laughed and joked alot. :D
thanks so much for the entertainment n im no longer that emo.
and sorry that my jokes are all not funny. =(
Pictures time!
Spicy drumlets! 
Mike ordered Eastside Brownie and its dammnnn nice!
Initally, e guys were camera-shy.. 
Mike started stupid these stupid looks!
The pretty us (:
Took this pic in my room & it was TOTALLY dark! my phone's flash is damn powerful rite?!
The guys were caught partial!
Happy and tired me.
today.
im home! just checked my bank a/c. my pay is in! :D
i must save up for upcoming GSS!
anyway. HAPPY VESAK DAY :D *random
which means, double pay today! :D x10000000000
work was damn fun. err. should i say, i only worked with my 50% effort?
e other 50%, busy playing Restaurant City & Hell's Kitchen, crapping with the peeps!
lunched with Willie, Soon Ming, Jun Hong & Tan Chin Ping. Soon Ming, Jun Hong and i ate Indonesian BBQ's fried chicken!! Yummyyyy! it tasted much much better as compared with TBP's one. =x
but.. after 6pm.. when morning shift peeps left.. there's only me and him.. just call me stupid, useless or whatever name u guys can call. i did nothing, nothing and nothing.. but, everytime when he sniffed & sneezed, haiz. heart pain.. but i spoke nothing to him, neither it seems that i care for him..
wanted to go KTV with Duncan and the grp after work one.. but im working full shift again tmr..
nevertheless! went PS with Ylva, Samuel and Mike. went Best Denki and ate Cafe Cartal! guess what! 50% disc for snackers & coffee drinks! woohoo! we order waffle fries, spicy drumlets, 2 oreo frappes and 2 caramel frappes, total is only $16!
was super funny when we were walking to mrt via underpass, Ylva touched Mike's mole at his neck and said Press the button, Mike was on the phone, gave a very big reaction and said Stop pressing the button! laughed our ass off!
right before i type this sentence @ 12.13am, wished Xiao Di happy friendship day! time flies huh.. it's been 4 months!
i know, im stupid. im wasting my time. im foolish. im brainless. im useless. i kept saying i wanting to let go. but, i cant. i wont want as well. i still love him as much as day 1, in fact, much more. it seems that im avoiding him, it seems that he is avoiding me as well. i have no intention to get into a new relationship with any other guy. what can i do? just wait and wait and wait. im lived to waste my time. that's all.
today.
another dedication post.
this time round, is to Toh Kai Jie, aka KJ.
He is StarHub Sales Hotline 1630 InboundSales Supervisor.. until today.
I can still remember. From the first few days at work, he introduced himself to me, to facing certain disputes/billing error, to waving Peace sign to me.
He is a really nice superior, never fails to joke with us and makes the working environment much much stress-less.
What's more, before he left the office, he waved the last Peace sign to me, after waving goodbye to everyone. It's damn saddening but of course, i dint cry la!
Last email, with heading "Farewell." is really damn saddening as well.
KJ, definitely u wont be reading this post. However, really wish u all the best for everything ahead. It's really nice knowing u. Thanks for all the advise as well.
:D
today.
a dedication post to my sister.
my sister is the best sister in the whole wide world.
2/3 days before, she passed me a highlighter that she took from office, so that i can use it for sch/work. so i randomly asked her, does her office has sharpener? and she said shouldnt be.
so i thought. story should ended like that.
however.
yesterday, as i came home after going out with Lijia after sch, i was so super sleepy and i took a nap. i saw my sis came into my room and opened my cupboard, forgotten what she did already.
i woke up and watched tv with my sis, she did not mention anything at all.
after tv, i opened my cupboard, to my surprise, i saw a sharpener! i know it was my sis placed it for me... silently..
after i saw the sharpener, i cried immediately (of course no one knows la)
and i realised how good my sister is..
- she will change my bedsheet EVERYTIME as i seriously do not have the time and dont even know how often i changed =x
- she will collect my washed clothes and placed them on my bed.. *i admit, i lazy..
- she takes super good care for her husband and the doggies!
i wanna thank her..
for providing such a wonderful house for me. i believe both of us know, previous house is like a big hell. im so glad, i stay in Commonwealth, so near to mrt, with 2 cute doggies to play with. my life changed totally after shifting to here.
i wanna wish her all the best. forever happy and blessed with her hubby, a successful career and as rich as she can!
in conclusion.
i wanna thank my sister!
today.
despite of e emo post below. its quite a happy day.
work today is rather stress-free. though there's a few disputes as promo has ended. what's more it's been a long time since i topped Inbound calls as YL is not working today!
lunched today with Mike, Willie and Gerald @ Cuppage! its pretty good to have lunch other than boring places like park mall, haw par centre itself and ps!
and and and.. i am going to watch One Piece very soon!
