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What a day. What a night. I'm feeling pretty down now. So do bare me some time to vexed my feelings out.



Firstly, in school. I'm so sorry Gavin (my faci). Seriously i don't really mean to leave. I don't even have the intention to leave before i step into the class. Today's problem statement is seriously too hard for me to work. =(. Gavin is really a very good faci. He guided us patiently and graded us fairly. Other than that, he is hot! (According to Sean). Sorry also for my super short RJ.


"Question: How has your view of the world changed after today's lesson? Do you think you can apply what you have learn to your life?


Response: My view of the world has changed as I have realised that there are a lot of “cheem” theories in today’s world. There are also often arguments on different interpretation of a certain theories. And it has to depend on the individuals to give their own opinions, and even decisions. I can apply what I have learnt to my life as I have learnt that everything in this world, sometimes there are theories that are no longer valid. However, there are also still assumptions. "



Seriously i do not know how/what to write. Cause i don't even understand a single thing, what's more what have i learnt??



Secondly, i cried just now, at 2145.

That time, i was really afraid that my mum will "abandon" me. Then i realised how much i love her. 3 days without me around at home, i seriously can't imagine how are her days being spent. ALONE AT HOME. Frankly speaking, although i'm staying well at my new house, i really miss my mum. Tried calling her before i slept but can't get through. Have been asking myself just now. Am i infilial? Am i selfish? Will i get struck by lighting? Instead of feelin angry with me by not coming back home, she still worried for me as i will be coming back home late. This kind of unconditional love... Where else can i get?

`Indeed, dogs are really humans best friend. My dog seems to be telling me "Don't cry. Everything will be alright......."

Evan Yo's Stay with Me seems to be my accompanion song....