hi all!

today is a good day!

had a nice slp today, and then met Xue Jun!

super long nv c her le!

we had Swensen's for lunch. 1 for 1 is the last day!

as usual, i had my fish baked rice. yummy!

and then, we went for manicure & padicure @ citibella!

only cost us $6 and $12!

they are pretty professional. The girl that served me has a VERY smooth and tender hand! is like WOW..

hehehehe.

and then, we went to Beauty Credit and bought LOTS of stuff!

for myself, i bought 2 peeling gel (Rice & Soy and Grape & Lavender), pink pearl powder, 2 kiwi yogurt pack for my sis and Coenzyme Q10 BB cream! and we gotten Boys over Flowers DVD, Massage & facial voucher, 2 sets of skin samples and a big pack of "For Men" facial wash!

happy happy :D

as we took too long on choosing the products to buy, i overshoot the time for me to go BBDC for my Basic Theory Evaluation at 455pm. :(

nevertheless, we still made a trip there and Xue Jun enrolled herself in too! :D

and then, home sweet home.

WORK TMR!

no idea why im getting nervous. =x

hello people!

I am back from.. bangkok!

Bought damn alot of things. and alot things happened in bangkok!

other than shopped, ate & slp, Willie lost his handphone on first day, last night was really errrrr!

let me further elaborate.
we went for clubbing as it was our final night and we had to ton!
met Chris over there as well! drank, dance, laughed.
after that, as Chris was super drunk, we had to cab and send him home.
the damn STUPID and SUCKED taxi driver doesn even know where is the hotel!
claimed that he KNOWS b4 we boarded the cab!
ended up. he drove us for like dunno how many rounds!
Chris puked suddenly and we had to clean up as we wouldn't want to pay anything extra to that sucker.
after we cleaned up, that sucker still insisted us to pay him! we refused and he started pulling Willie's shirt. after that, pulled Sam's shirt as well!
Bashed Chris as well when he was still drunk! Damn goodness!
Sam was super furious as well and he poured water when that sucker went back to his cab.
AND..
that sucker came out from his cab with.. A KNIFE!
what does he wanted to do? snab us?
he was stopped by a hotel staff and "SAVED us"
since he cant do that, he took a handful of soil and threw at us.
WTF!

after the sucker left and we continued finding our way to find the hotel.

END OF STORY.

damn scary!

haiz.
anyway, on my way back on train, Wayne called me and was told that i had to quarantine myself for work a week!! :( :( :(

I SHOULD QUARANTINE MYSELF FROM SCH AS WELL!
I WANNA SLP UNTIL I DIE.

drinking my bird nest now!

i think ive grown fat too =x

EMO too as he is not talking to me. missed him like mad for the past 10 days. that's what i gotten back.

IT'S OKKKKK.

today.
b4 i leave SG for Bangkok, got to check my daily grades for now.
2 absence so far. 2 more X due to the trip. Grades for Sales Management & Marketing are so far the best.
Straight Bs except 1 irritating C.

anyway.
lesson today is fun! finally had a hands-on lesson.
Basically, we were given 3 products from SUI!, and we had to walk ard the sch to sell!
The products are, 1 male tshirt $18.90, 1 toothbrush holder $5.90 & 1 card case $5.90.
My team did a very good job as we sold EVERYTHING! :D
thanks to the 2 facis and the grp of guys that bought from us!
despite being attitude-d by others which included faci! -.-""
and it's rather tiring too as we faced rejection alot of time, walked alot too!

But seriously, hard work does pays off. :D :D

Anyway, lots of things to do later when sch ends!

Gonna head to chinatown for $$ changing, buy my dearest Ayumi concert DVD, heading to mum's house to take my sling bag & watch the concert, buying kfc for my sis & back home to pack my stuff!

Aside to Delcry, plsssss take goody care. see u if i can see u.

fri.
i bought this cap instead of the other cap! Nice ma??
Anyway, marketing lesson was pretty fun!
After buying the cap at far east after sch, went for advanced Fathers' Day dinner.
First year having that with 2 fathers.
Dinner was held at Chinatown. I ordered alot!
1x sausage & chic rice
2x egg tart
2x lotus bau
1x prawn chee cheong fun
1x har kao!
had fun chatting and laughing at well.

but, i did something very stupid today. =(
and held my phone n awaited for a never-can-receive sms.

sat.
nothing much. just work and work. late-d again.
lunchtime was....... =(
after work went to drink with Winnie, Erik & Adrian.
think i drank quite alot as i vomitted when i get home. =x
but had fun there as well.

sun.
worked & late-d again. last day @ work! woohoo.
super hungry as well, as i accompanied Judy for lunch.
when i arrived to office, saw 1 offline msg from him..
"tomorrow no work ?"
haiz.......
cleared my work. time for me to have a good rest.
9 days away from StarHub.
hope my TL doesnt msg me anything with regards to work.

today.
wore my Stay Real cap to sch!
classmates say it look nice to me. wahahaha!
but, having monday blues. =(

nevertheless, i wanna buy this shirt!

today's lesson is pretty interesting. time for me to plan something ahead.

maybe, it's really time for me to let go. but is that really so easy to do so? not sure whether im emo again, but..... i really hope i can be a real happy girl, with lots of friends and lives a carefree life.

FANG DA TONG! i love himmmm!

yesterday.

first day @ new office. super sucks. i had dunno spent how much on the stupid cab farr. was late for work somemore. lunchtime with Winnie, Willie & Kenneth was.... too much time to spend! food was only okok, lucky Judy introduced a bakery shop, selling pretty nice donut! some issues occurred that caused me n Gab to feel unhappy.. =( but shall not get bothered by it too much ya!

also, yesterday was Samuel's last day. he drove us to kembangan for supper! we had very nice prata & satay! photos available @ FB..

all e best Sam..!

today.
reached sch pretty early and i bought subway cookies! $2.50 only after 15% disc! :D nice nice nice. lesson pretty sucks and i was super duper sleepy. had fun taking videos of us in focus grp!
meetup Agnes after sch for early dinner, window shopped @ CWP and back home SLEEP!
oh ya, saw a guy @ CWP who wore the same shirt that Yong Liang wore yesterday! msg him and told him that..

slept tooooo long and i missed my gym session =(

and now. super no mood to study for UT tmr. i guess i need some motivation.
6 more days to BK trip! cant wait to go man!

Advanced Fathers' Day dinner tomorrow!

can i own this cap?

*edit 18/06.
it's arriving tomorrow!

yesterday.

last day of work for Mong Tan & Chris. =(
super sad.
i will miss calling Mong Tan from now.
no longer able to disturb him.
no longer able to poke his mole.
i will miss Chris sitting next to me during work.
no longer seeing him borrowing access pass from me.
dunno why i can laugh over everything he speaks.

i missed the steamboat session @ bugis. =(
but joined them for drinking @ crazy elephant.
fun!!
but........ =(
i was quite abit drunk and i think i crapped alot infront of him?
omg i feel sooooooo.
was thinking, he and 2 others were away for super long. was he giving me a chance to interact with others?
i dunno. i was told that i am missing a good chance. am i?

today.
worked FULL after sleeping for merely 4 hrs.
calls today are....... super damn alot!
all thanks to PC show. -.-

last day working @ haw par....
after 10 mths 4 days.

after today..
no longer taking mrt to dhoby gahut
no longer lunch at PS/MS/Park mall
no longer bubble tea from sweet talk
no longer seating at my favourite seat.
no longer looking at him from that very angle.

memories in haw par are very precious to me.
i feel so emotional when i see stuffs over there are getting lesser n lesser, all are packed in boxes, all pc had to shut down......
maybe im far too emotional?
haizzz.

my hell days will be coming soon. =(

anyway.
i think im gonna enjoy myself tomorrow. shall skip sch!
shall..
gym. kbox. eat!

最近在读一本日本手机小说，它提到＂谈了恋爱，有可能幸福，也可能痛苦。因为旁人的规劝而就能放弃的爱情，根本不是爱情。＂

好同意这句话哦。。

最近的我。不知道过得好不好。每天都在想着他。
我相信，我会一直一直喜欢着他，就算现在我已经知道，完全没有结果的。

几天前，我又哭了。好害怕。以后就不会再看见他了。但是，有什么用呢。

现在，我都不敢正眼看着他。还是会心跳加速哦。。

手上的戒指是为他而戴的。代表着，我对他的爱。我真的打从心里觉得，我不会喜欢其他男生了。我的世界只有他。。

就算有时候，我会感到寂寞，感到脆弱和无助，那也是没办法的事。能够认识他，已经是件很幸运和幸福的事了。

我会。。。
给他自由。
祝他幸福，一直快乐。
把那短暂的回忆永远地放在心里。

不求回报的我，能够得到幸福吗。。？

p/s: 大家请不用担心！我会过得好好的。。。。

http://seeking-that-dream.blogspot.com

is temporary closed down.

nothing much to blog. are all daily routine. work, sch, supper, gym.

* i dunno how long can i last.

黄丽玲 难得
词:古皓 曲:古皓

我还记得 我挽着你的手
天冷时候一起躲在棉被中
那时我们不害怕犯错 那时以为天空多辽阔
朋友都说 你后来变真多
总是避谈纯真坦白那时候
体贴的人不再追问我
只说你也有梦 他也有梦 虽然难得不必心痛

我以为我成熟 以为从此就自由
我尝试着快乐 快乐却不陪着我
爱没有回来了 你已经离开我
回忆紧紧缠着我 像当初不肯放手
我以为我成熟 以为我能好好过
我尝试着堕落 当我想你的时候
爱不会回来了 你已经离开我
却一直住在我心中

如果傻傻的承诺 现在还在一起吗
情侣龃龉常常有
如果寂寞的时候 已经学会去推托
他也有梦 我也有梦
虽然难得 不必心痛

这样的爱实在难得

today.

i just wrote a post right before this. but im not gonna publish it. its an emo post anyway.

just back from supper with Gab & Willie. its so super damn not worth it. =(

holiday is here! i wished for something exciting.

its 1st of june. time flies.

2+ mths more and im working SH for a year.

5+ mths since my life changed alot.

im tired. i need a break.

im yearning like mad. I WANT THOSE DAYS BACK. *but its mission impossible.

AND right now, my bro-in-law is watching The Punisher.. =(((