.on the dot

ever since last sat.

i have been feeling huge sense of lost.

reason being. i felt sooo tired. ever since i started my Yr 2 journey w RP.

i know. it's my choice. to becoming a Full time student n part time staff @ StarHub. but. it is super tiring. i do not know. is it still worth it. will ppl understand my situation n stand in my shoe to think.

it is REALLY not easy to cope studies n work at e same time. BUT. i need e diploma. i need e salary as well.

n now e issue is. i dont even know how long i can stay at SH. i hv always tis feeling tat my bosses cant wait to get rid of us. since last yr when they transferred half of my batch to TM.

i do wish. i can either be a full time student now n enjoy my student life as much as i wan. Or. Quit sch n becoming a full time staff at SH.

but i cant do neither way. i seriously do not know. how much ppl will appreciate my commitment etc.

on e other hand. feel so sick of relationship as well. n i do now wish to lie to my new classmates. they r good ppl.

in conclusion. tis is just an emo post. N i will not breakdown no matter wat!