The awkward-ness is gone. And we gotten each other 1 new friend. =)



Bon Voyage my dear friend! Come back soon! Not forgetting Ah Wei also. OH YA! Here's a pic of him. Don't know if he is camera shy or wat. Keep hiding! BUT, resemble Death Note's L right? The way he sit, his size and his hair!
Saw his testimonal written by Chef Alex was so....... 0.0. "...Sense of humor and charm (?!)... Self motivated".. Agree with his sense of humor. But charm and self motivated???? hahahaha. Gonna miss him as friend TOO.
Act cool la them!

ATTN!
Good news for me! Just received email notification from TP to go down for interview for enrolment to tourism course under JPSAE!! My dream course! Yay!

Me and Pei Shan at TP's open house. Pretty long ago le.

Sun:

Banu and Kek Bing with their horse.
Little Miss Fickly with her snake.

Mon:
Went bugis makan Swensen's with Panny Moo. The first and last fondue that i ate! And we stayed at Swensen's from 345pm - 7 plus! Walked around bugis village. Saw so many Little Miss tees!
Wanna watch this movie la!!

After departing with Panny Moo, went Earle's for 5th outing! Chatted with people there.

On our way there at train............

Sir Simon: "Hai let me stand up and put my things."
Cheng Hao: KPO-ing
Ashton: "OMG so smelly!"

Me and Hui Qi.

At orchard's Party World
Sir Simon bought this cake at secret recipe. So nice! Wordings: "Happy 5th outing Earle Swensen's @ Vivo City". So cool right!

The managers cutted the cake.
I found heart shape on my cake!

Today:

Super lame can?
Chef Alex so NNQ!!

It's his last day today. I gotten the answer. Shall move on. Well, i got him as my friend. It's already good enough. =)

I did cried. I did smile. And i did 哭笑不得. (Thanks to Ah Wei).

JAE!

I know it's super small. Click on it! =)

Hopefully i can just get into my first choice! Erm. 3 weeks later! My early birthday present (a nice one hopefully) this year!

Good luck to everyone too!

最后两天了. Recalling my "achievements", what have i done? Basically, just NOTHING! 我们还是在原点，一点进展也没有。Only went watch movie with him on 13 dec. (More to watching with Ann ba) That's all! Only some days sms-ed him. That's all! Have i been taking all these days for granted? Have i not showing enough to him? What can i do now? Tomorrow, will he really go? I doubt so! Have been waiting for his call/sms regarding tomorrow, since both of us knock off. OR...... Is he waiting also??? I don't know la! Maybe........ i should smile and waved goodbye to him on tues, and move on? 我能做到吗？After tues, i might not be able to get to see him again.. 我不能说明天，也不能说以后。现在，我喜欢你。真的喜欢你。从来没有过的喜欢。喜欢到从来没有想过要占有你，只希望你每天做工不会累，每天都是开心的。因为这样，我做工也不会是累的，每天也是开心的。

只希望他的样子能一直清楚地记着在我的脑海里。

一直一直地。。。。

YO!

O level results are as follows:
EL: C6
E math: C6
Combined humanities: B3
Combined science: D7
Chinese: A1
POA: A2

The ones in red = disappointed
The ones in green = happy/surprised

L1R4: 18

Shit la! Especially eng. Thought i will at least get a C5?? And now it seems as if my angmoh very lousy. BUT. At least i managed to pass. Some of them gotten D7. Limited courses. At least i still can apply for business courses! For math, heard that the moderation is quite high. Recalling i left quite a number of questions BLANK. At least 40 marks of both paper 1 & 2 gone, and i still managed to get C6. Some of my classmates with A1 in maths usually, only get A2/B3. So i get C6...... ERR. Good enough le. My POA!!!! Was aiming to get A1... All thanks to my paper 1!! ARGH. So many schools' prelim paper i'd been practising...........

Happy for my humanities!! Hard work paid off. Only if i can do better for my geo.... Maybe i can get A2?? A1 in chinese is already a happy achievement for me. For my science.......... Though i will get an F9!! I only did some questions from my bio tys. Didn't study much for chem and prac! Anyway, i can't get into any science course at all. I don't mind anyway.

Conclusion : Maybe if i studied harder throughout the whole year...........

All the best for my JAE!

I will know my O level results in 14 hours time. ARGH!

I seriously don't know how bad/well i will do. Recalling back, the number of hard work i've put in. During exam period, how many hours i've spent in bm mac studying, chionging my maths and poa, wrote how many set of notes for my geo and ss. And how tired i was.

Everything is determined by my results tomorrow. The grades i will get. Whether i'm able to get into poly and whatever course. I WILL KNOW TOMORROW!!

Okok. Back to work. Yesterday got number of 巧合with him.

First, went in outlet around 415pm and saw him and Ah wei coming out.

Second, on my way back from toliet break saw him walking in front of me.

Thirdly, on my way back to outlet after closing main door and saw him walking in front of me again.

And he dyed his hair and pierce his ear. Hmmmm. Better. =)

Lazy to blog le. All the best to tomorrow! Shall meet the rest to makan at sch canteen before results. The very last time!

Hopefully i'll smile at my next post.

GCE O Level results gonna out on thurs, 24 Jan!

I wanna do well... Can I?

I feel kinda moody today. =( Didn't answer anyone's call. Except my mum's.

Firstly, I felt so guilty. My mum fell down and hurted her hand when she was washing clothes alone at home on friday. When i was out at work. She must be feeling helpless. As in no one's there to help her and concern about her. She only told me last night (saturday) when i back home from work. And i hide in a corner and cried. =( So what's the point now.

Secondly, i feel so stress for my O level results. I know no point worrying about it now. But, can't help it. What if i get 15 points and above? What if i can't get into any of my fav courses? Sigh.

Thirdly, HIM. End of jan is coming! And i never do anything at all. Should i continue letting every single day goes by like that?

SIGH.

Nevertheless, back to friday. Pang seh-ed Panny moo for not going NP open hpuse with him. All thanks to Sir Simon for calling me at 11am to ask me to go work at 12pm!! While i was on bus on my way to Clementi. So sorry! So ended up worked 12-11pm. Luckily he put me cashier. If not i'm gonna kill Sir Simon!! And i hurt my middle finger. Due to cake freezer! ARGH.

Sat:
Worked 12-11pm. Wanna request to go first break to makan with Xin Ying and Keryn. But thanks to HF. Let cashier go first break (?!) and me (cashier supposingly) to go second break. Super weird and messy arrangement right? So i told Sir YY to put me stn 3 instead. And Keryn ended up cashier. And i spent that precious 15 mins to sleep. And HF came in at 6 to rush us, proclaim that she finish briefing before 5. While i remembered i came in to makan only at 515pm. Lame de lo.

Sun:
Worked 12-5pm. Feeling super slack today. Stn 3 with Kwangli and Serene. Kwangli was super funny during briefing la!

Sandy: Do you know who are entitled discount for CNY cookies?
Kwangli: Chinese Singaporean. Have to show NRIC.

All of us burst out laughing la!

Went Seah Imm to makan with Xin Ying after work. Had our favourite food! Yummy!

Roster next wk:
Mon - OFF! ^^
Tues - 5-11pm
Wed - 5-11pm
Thurs - 5-11pm
Fri - 12-10pm
Sat - 12-10pm
Sun - 5-11pm

Tired~

Will be getting back results on thurs or fri. Better not fri. SIGH.

I bought myself 4 Little Miss Tees this week! 2 white, 1 pink and 1 red. 4 at only $40.50. Much better than just getting 1 shirt from Levi's signature. I love t-shirts!

I'm currently watching 斗牛要不要 on youtube. Nice show. Hebe is so cool can!!

Tomorrow will be my stay-at-home day. ^^

Yo!

Shall upload photos taken at HK trip. =) I should have taken more! ARGH.





Very nice sunset. =)

Look at the houses on the mountain! OMG.
HK bus

HK airport.

I miss HK la. =(

Tues:

Was my off day of the week. YEAH. Went T3 Earles for dinner with Xin Ying, Keryn and Cristal. Had my Fisherman's Catch! But vomitted straight after that. Spolited my night. Think the girls' too. =( Was fun as we kept calling Cheng Hao to serve us. Hahaha. And get to see people there that from vivo previously. Mdm June, Min Shiun, Mdm Teety, Mdm Joan (Though we only greeted each other once at vivo), Sze hui, Ah Bong, Ah Yang, Wen Zuo....... and of course Cheng hao! And Ye yi during her attachment there. Finally can hear Cheng hao say "不要逼我hor!" hahahaha. Bus home-ed was kinda long. So yeah. Was my last day of student's concession. =( Which means i got to travel lesser and work more. Prayer came true when Sir Simon called me to work 12-11pm next day.

Wed:

It's been a long time since i work Earle's during weekday afternoon! Was super unfamiliar with set lunch. Was surprise to see him on my way to take my staff food. Thought he night shift. Don't know why nowadays i kinda "scare" of him whenever i see him/he is near me. Sigh. Well anyway, work was pretty slacking. Stn 3 with Ashton and Shuane (If i spell correctly). Headed first break and Keryn Wu came! Did cashier for the night. with HF. -.- Sian. Again closing time she nag and nag again. Made me so confusing. And she can treat $9 as $6. Are 9 and 6 very alike?? Sigh. Hack care her le. Oh ya, and she signed my punch card 5-11pm! Want to cheat my $ is it.?

Today:

Had a sleepless night due to Quennie told me that O level results gonna release on next mon! Super worrying can! Sigh. But don't know that is the actual day or not.. Hopefully i will do well.. To get into Tourism course!! Yup. Went to work 12-5pm. Once again slacking day. Luckily i wasn't kenna extended, don't wanna see HF that much! While waiting for Sir Simon and Ashton, chatting with Ah wei they all pretty fun la. The way Ah wei talk very funny. And they shouted his next week's roster to me. I was like -.- "我没有听到!" And i only remembered his off day on mon. Went makan with Sir Simon and Ashton. I know, abit weird grouping right? Since it was Sir Simon's treat (again) and i was super hungry, plus i'm sick of staff food + i love kfc! After that walked around vivo and Giant. Quite interesting la. Just can't tahan Sir Simon only. Lame de.

And tomorrow!

Going NP open house! And working 5-11pm.

Sat:

Work 12-11pm!

Sun:

12-5pm!

Next mon:

Results??

I'm so into this song now. Jay Chou's 最长的电影

我们的开始　是很长的电影

放映了三年　我票都还留着

冰上的芭蕾　脑海中还在旋转

望着你　慢慢忘记你

朦胧的时间　我们溜了多远

冰刀划的圈　圈起了谁改变

如果再重来　会不会稍嫌狼狈

爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟　让我把记忆结成冰

别融化了眼泪　你妆都花了

要我怎么记得

记得你叫我忘了吧　祈祷你将我忘了吧

你说你会哭　不是因为在乎

Hey. Just wanna share a performance video by Ayumi. A very touching song. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ZtTYNnIIKg

It's the song that is playing on my blog now.

This song is written by her to dedicated to her best friend who committed sucide recently. She put in alot of feel into this song. And of course she cried. Just realised that her left ear became deaf! Was super shocked and felt very very sad for her. She is a singer lei! How can she sing without listening??? Feel like going to her Asia tour concert in april-june. $$??

You guys can take a look on the article for more information. =(
http://myepaper.mypaper.sg/ebook/web_php/fvbrowserjs.php?urljs=http://myepaper.mypaper.sg/ecreator/sphopf/ep070108_opf_files/ep070108.js

Another sad article.
http://www.xin.sg/article.php?article=13574&category=81

P/S: It's under entertainment part, page 22. In case you guys can't find it.

Hi everyone i'm back! Tired physically. Going abroad is exciting! But taking plane part...... Well, an eye-opener trip! Shall post up photos soon. Gonna sleep the whole day since i'm not working later.

Tired~ =)

Bye S'prore, Hi HK!

Ya. I know it's super last min. But i'm flyin to HK in 5 hours time! Will be back on 9th. -.- Which means i will miss my sis's engagement and T3 Earle Swensen's opening. =((( ARGH! I'm gonna missssss him so much too. And i think i got a huge shopping list! Not just for myself, but for my family, friends and besties at Earle's (Includes Sir YY & Sir Simon, and some kitchen staff)! -.- But most of them are ANYTHING. So i seriously no idea what to buy for them. And i need to sleep! And is Cheng Hao sending me off at airport later??

SAYONARA!

Yo! Life is pretty good now. Both prons and cons.

My sis is getting married!! Is like *OMG* right.. I was super shock too. Saw the sms from my sis during work and i was like... Stunned. Well, happy for her! And she's so young! 23 this year only lei! If i didn't get married at that age seems quite 丢脸 right.. All of sudden, feel that both my sis and i have grown up. No longer sec sch student that kind of age le. Especially when she is getting married!! And i'm turning 19 next month. SCARY!!!

Was down with ill last night. Slight fever i think. Was shivering la! Took medicine when i woke up at 11 plus. Ya i fell asleep at 7 plus! Missed my tv shows. =(. Despite of that, i messaged him. =) He was the first (and only) one to be informed that my sis is getting married. Guess what he replied? "Gong xi gong xi :)". So cute right he.. =D. Ya. And told him i was sick too. Miss him especially when i was sick. =(

Despite falling sick last night, still went to work today. Still not so feeling well. Slight headache, block nose, stomach ache after eating Zadiah's birthday cake... And slight fever too. Sigh. Went home after work. My mum wasn't at home! My keys weren't with me. -.- Waited outside for almost 1 hour and went to meet my dad, sis and sis-in-law for dinner. *cum don't know what. =p*. Met my sis-in-law offically. Guess what he told me when he saw me? My face become fatter than what he see on my photo. :@. Abit wondering why my sis will choose him. =p. But can see he's a good guy la. Kept imagining how good will it be if he's at that dining table too. *arm chio-ing*. Really lo. Think i will be so happy and proud to have a husband like him. =p. Imagine only la.

Yaya. And my sis's engagement is on next tues! Wow! Her new life gonna begin too. And i'm gonna be aunt quite soon ba!! Don't say me old hor!!

Last day at Canon tomorrow! So fast! Abit sad lei. Quite high-paying job. Can rush to work at Earle's after work. So near my house, can no need wake up so early, already adapted to this environment........ But well, it's time for me to move on. At least i've tasted how office job is like. People in my dept quite good la. Sow lan, Zadiah, Effa, Betty, Eric, Liya, Tas, Joyce, Adeline. [according to their seats form my view]. Got to bring lots of things out of my office desk to Earle's tomorrow le. Ya workin 6-11pm tomorrow too. -.- Nvm la. At least Xin Ying will be there. =)

I felt the urge to shop at vivo now! So many 50% off sales!! Buy at least 1 or 2 good t-shirts?? Seriously considering that now. Maybe sat before work. =)

*I keep sneezing now! God bless me. =/*
T3 T3 T3!!

2008!

YO! Her name is JOYCE. A very nice/friendly/funny girl. Nice person to chat with. Yesterday was my very last day working with her. So pictures here r for memoral. She's gone to indonesia this morning and back in 2 week's time. By the time i will have already left Canon. So ya. Actually i don't see any difference for 2 mg and 5 mg cameras. First pic was taken using my phone and second was hers. Ya. Gonna miss her!

Headed to Earle's after that. HF initally put me cashier but since i will be there only at 6, changed to stn 3. And i have been cashier for the past 2 nights. Sian liao. But, SOOOO damn busy la! Work non-stop.. Female ghost got her no her also no difference. And thanks Ah Kin for making baked rice for me. And i hide it inside kitchen to prevent people going at 10/11pm from eating. =p. Since i have not eaten anything for the whole day.

Until around 11... -.-. Sir YY and Sir Simon wanted to sabo Mdm Helen, innocent me went in to dishwasher to take mop water. And i kenna too! Argh. So wu gu right. And while doing closing, here comes fireworks! Me and queenie got quite high over that. Here goes the countdown. 2008!

AND! I really treasure that very moment. That "Happy new year" from me really comes from my heart. Really wish that 2008 will be a happy year for him. But some staff witnessed it la, soooo.. err.. Let them see lo. Also nothing ma hor. Thank god for the boldness la. At least i started my year well. =) I'll never forget that feeling. Might be the first and the last. I'm happy with that already.. Ya. I love him. What else can i do? Sigh.

Went home early at 1230am cause there's no cab home! Due to train extension. ABR very niao de. Waited for my bus for..... Almost 20 mins! Worrying that my last bus had gone. And i squeeze in the bus like sardine. Like what i told Keryn. Haha.

30/12:
Meet Cheng hao and Ryan before work for makan. Went outlet first to change out. Cristal and Xin ying was suggesting to go T3 Earle's on 9 jan [opening]. Pretty exciting! Wondering how does the resturant look like. Haha. Have already thought what to eat. Fisherman's Catch! And we all shall chiong for salad bar. Like what guests at vivo always do. Haha. Cashiering was pretty ok. HF was friendly towards me during closing. Somehow chatting like friends. Abit weird la. Actually she is good at times. When she is not so naggy. =p. And recently she treat me quite good la. Before that, she wanted me and Queenie to go home at 11. Obviously i will quite bu shuang with the decision. But after discussing, Sir Simon stayed me and asked Ryan to go home. Die die must cut 2 person. Feel so bad la. =( But better than everyone go home at 11 la.

It's 2008 now! Wow.
1 jan: Gonna have a good sleep later after working for 15 hours. -.- Working later at 5-1opm. Thanks again Sir Simon for putting me work while i'm not initally. Yay.