Reflection

I will really love my boyfriend putting his hand on my shoulder like this. The feeling is really good. Really felt loved. =)

Time for reflection:

• He buys me cake whenever i feel like having it.
• He lets me choose my preference of movie/venue to shop/place to makan
• He pays for my meal whenever dine out.
• He won't be late for dating (I'm the one who's late/made him waiting for me!)
• He jokes.
• He ensures that i board my bus first before he goes off.

BUT...

• We only meet up once/twice A WEEK!
• Always go to the same old places. Doing the same things.
• Sometimes i don't understand what he's talking about!
• He seldom call/msg me.
• In short, i don't feel i'm attached!

Sigh..

Worked today was.. err. Lunch time was busier than yesterday. After that kinda zuo bo le. Was rather pissed off with something happen during work. So from 2pm plus onwards, i was totally A BLACK FACE.. So people started asking me/sayin, "做么没有笑了？吃了什么火药?" i just ignored them. And i went toliet to cry. =(. So sad right.. But everything seems not to be what i imagine, after talking with Sir Simon. So i smiled again. =) And continued to ji siao people.

Ended work at 5. Waited for Keryn Wu dear to come. Told her what happened earlier. Sighh. Chatted until she go work. Love hugging with her! Went bugis to meet Pei Shan. Sorry was late! Went MOS @ The Izakaya to makan. Nice atmosphere and food! Stayed there and chatted/laughed for 2 hours plus! Instead of window-shopping.

My ice macha.


Guess what's inside?
Unagi bento!
Red bean paste with jap dumpling!

And i bought myself a watch le!!

Schedule this week:
Mon: 12-5pm
Tues: 12-5pm
Wed: 12-5pm
Thurs: OFF! ^^
Fri: 5-11pm
Sat: 5-11pm
Sun: 12-10pm

School's starting soon! And orientation from 2-4 april! Excited for sch.

AND I MISS XIE SHUN! haiz..

It's Good Friday today. Recalling those days that i was in church.. So watched service online just now.. Kinda miss those days.. Well, i still prefer my current life..

Don't think i will be blogging so often as i'm starting sch soon! 7 April! 3 weeks later! OMG i'm excited for it.. Looking forward to the new sch environment, new classmates, new friends...... Err something to take note. *Not shooting anyone also*. If anyone of you here FEELS/THINKS that RP SUCKS, you may choose to say it BUT not infront of me. Cause i will BU SHUANG!! Unless you can really find a good reason to prove that RP really sucks, if not, don't ever think of mentioning it! Even if you look down on RP (i think the more you will look down on ITE and i don't find any reason why you should. Or maybe the sch's entry requirement, courses' COP or campus location), but still, do RESPECT RP AS A SCH OK?? Cause you didn't even understand how the sch works! And how is it different from other polys. So, to make everyone happy, PLS.. ^^

Worked 12-5pm today. Damn busy. But it's worth it la since the sales was good. Was at stn 3 with Xin ying and Qiu yue jie. Good thing to work with OLD BIRDS is that they are AUTO. No need others to tell them what to do. Esp super peak hours! Haha. So work was ok.

My mum came over to look for me after work. Makan kfc and shop at giant. Seriously i think i should spend more time with her..

Went off to meet him at city hall. Was abit late. Had dinner at Breeks cafe and watched Step up 2. Quite nice show. Movie ended around 1110pm and both of us were busying yawning away. Hahaha. Not blaming the movie. But ya, felt tired after a long day. He was pretty sweet that day. And at least i felt loved. Headed home after that.

Schedule this week pretty good.
Mon: 5-11pm
Tues: 5-11pm
Wed: OFF
Thurs: 5-11pm
Fri: 12-5pm
Sat: 5-11pm
Sun: 12-10pm

Got only 1 day off instead of 3 days. =(. At least can make up for the days when im not working due to orientation 2 weeks later.

And! I got so many things to get! Esp for poly!

• Watch (As i don't wanna be late for sch!)
• Shoe (Prefer a Nike one)
• Clothes
• Hair cut (Most prob before orientation. Should i re-colour my hair? Suggestion pls.)
• V6/Ayu concert dvd!

Hmmm. Can i get them?? Shall off to bed now..

It has finally released!!!!!!! Watched abit of it at HMV and i'm convicted to buy it! But i'm totally BROKE now. I hope that KIND SOUL will be kind-hearted enough to return me MY $ asap. But i doubt so. Decided not to borrow $ from my sis or anyone else. So i have no choice but got to buy it at the end of month when i get my next pay. Or anyone can buy it for me as belated birthday present?? hmm. =( Err. I simply hate that 2 little pimples on my face..

Yesterday was really a long day. Met Pei shan to go RP for my enrolment. But she was super late! So i had to go travel alone to RP first. Hmm. I love the school! Nice feeling. Food there is nice! Air-conditioned! Enrolment is quite different from other polys. (No wonder RP's learning style is also diff.) Unlike other polys, they just have to "throw" their application forms into the box, and go off just like that! For RP, have to go station by station.... 7 in total!! A bit pissed off at the last station... To take photo shoot for student pass! I totally forgotten about it until i saw the station itself. And what a good time, i had that 2 pimples on my face now! So i tried to cover 1 of the pimples with my fringe and that photographer asked me to place my fringe above my eyebrow! Sigh. Think my student pass photo will be damn ugly. =(

Headed to work after that. Called outlet beforehand to inform. But think Sarah didn't inform. Thought i will be host 1 but thank god Sasa put me cashier. Xiu xiu, minnie and nadiah came back FOC.. Yay.. Had fun talking to them and kitchen staff.. LOTS of jokes.. I think i should talk less in future.. Closed cashier quite fast ^^.

Headed to staff outing after work! Once again, whole bunch of us travel by train! BUT, whenever there's outing, people who tagged along are always changing.. Get what i mean?? Sir Alan came too! Expected de la. So so so long never see him le. Still the same pattern.. And the food damn nice!! Lots of jokes again during makan-ing.. So pai seh la.... View Hui Qi's blog for more details if she blog about those incident.. Haha..

And today. Went out with Xiu xiu! Had set lunch at Cafe Cartel. And Xiu xiu found plastic inside her baked rice! And their service was good. They charged for 1 set lunch only! So me and Xiu xiu got to pay $4.25 each! Just like eating in a food court! Hahaha. After that,went watch movie with Xiu Xiu!! Rule #1. Scary! And i scream at the first frightening scene.. Haha.. But good storyline. So good recommendation. And abit er xin la. So be prepared.. Walked to far east to have waffle! And window shopping after that. Went home after that. As usual, i fell asleep in the bus..

Another off day tomorrow. Err. I still don't know how to spend it yet. Though i should know how.. hmm..

Before i grab my few hours of sleep.

Went NYP with Pei Shan. Sorry girl i was super late! Serene, Yixiu and Hui Qi should really get me a Little Miss LATE shirt for me! Haha. Headed to work after work. Sasa put me HOST 1!! ARGH. Thank god ayu agreed to change with me. So Sasa asked me to sell 5 yogurt, while the rest only 3. But i sold none!! =(. As usual, laughed at Sasa with Yixiu after work. ^^

Tomorrow. I mean later. Will be a super long day. Going RP tmr with Pei Shan for my enrolment. And tour around my sch, and find good food! now her turn to accompany me le. And shall head to far east after that for little shopping! Head to work after that at 5-11pm. Then off to Earle's 6th outing after that at Bedok! Thank god i'm off on wed.

My heart is questioned.

Stole this from Ann's blog.

Ok. Shall blog first before i get into serious work. (Abit interrupted as i'm on the phone with Pei Shan)

Worked 12-10pm today. Sir Asra planned me runner! Den Fiona went makan and he asked me to cover host 1. When she came back and she wanna change with me. And i don't know why i agreed to it! So ended up being HOST 1. Luckily it's sunday today and got to make balloons! To attract kids hahaha. So made balloons with Sir Asra and Yan. Quite fun giving out to kids and seeing them running towards you just to take balloons.. See so 单纯right? That's the best thing about kids.. And at 3 plus Jack Jack came to work, he shouted across loudly "守门员!". So pai seh la....

Went second break. Ate with Keryn, Xiu Xiu and Agnes jie. Basically we spent most of the break laughing at Sir Asra (and his BAND. Didn't know he's a good drummer!). Really laughed until my stomach pain.... And Xin Ying went fountain today! Seems rather 辛苦 lei.. Jack Jack say he cooked dessert for me and asked me what i wanna eat. Even asked me choose. So i chose 红豆沙. Then he went inside storeroom (don't know he gei siao or what) and said don't have. When almost 6, i asked him where's the dessert, he shouted "You think here is mac ah!". So broken english....

Night shift. Stn 2 with Yan and Ton-sao. That stupid "balloon" say i very 兴奋 when i see banana wrap. -.- Then after that Jack Jack came and ask me is it or not. So diao right? And after Sir Simon saying "Welcome to Earle's at Vivo City". I told him "念的好顺哦!". And he replied "给你们笑多一点就讲到会了". hahahaha. I know. We always LAUGH at people. But it's fun!! Only saw the dessert when i off duty. So slow!! Then makan it with Sir Simon. Chef Alex saw me eating the dessert and he asked me "这个是给service staff吃的meh?". Then he looked at Sir Simon (who was eating also). Then he never say anything and walked away.. Sir Simon said "讲到很象DM不可以吃这样" haha. Then went home with Sir Simon, while Keryn went off with Cristal and their friends..

Hmmm. Going NYP with Pei Shan tomorrow for her enrolment. Then work 5-11pm. Another fun day i hope!

Yo.. Yesterday was my only off day.. Stayed at home for movie marathon. Watched Sky of Love and Kong Fu Dunk.

Worked 5-11 today. Met Ann to go outlet together. Wanted to makan. But thanks to my mum.. made me don't feel like eatin le. So only ate ice cream.. Did cashier today. Think today is 1 of the best night closing cashier. Closed damn fast. *winks*. Sir Asra behaved like a small kid. Kept whining.. hoping to get $14,500 sales.. Even grabbed my hands before i billed out for the last 2 tables.. But ended up only $14100. But still very good le. Sigh. Supervisor nowadays...... Don't know what/how to say le. Oh ya, was sendin my bill to table 58, and this guy keep looking at me. And he asked me "You look very familiar..". I thought to myself "Ya alot people said that to me and always NOT me".. Then he asked me "Are you from Gan Eng Seng?". Dont know why i replied very exictedly " YES YES YES!!". Then the whole group of people started laughing.. I very pai seh and quickly walked away..

After closing, had chic baked rice!! So we (me, Sir Asra, Ann, Kwangli, Mahadhir, Quennie, Fiona and Jenny) chit chatted while eating.. And went home after that..

Tomorrow... Working 5-11pm again.. Saw next week's schedule on office's com. Seems that my roster being cutted down. Sian!!

I'm so into this song nowadays. A-must-listen song in my life now! Although it's not a very new song..

退后 by jay chou

天空灰得像哭过 离开你以后

并没有更自由

酸酸的空气 嗅出我们的距离

一幕锥心的结局 像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记 榨乾了回忆

那笑容是夏季 你我的过去

被順時針的忘记 缺氧过后的爱情

粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错 只是忘了怎么退后

信誓旦旦给了承诺

却被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错 只是放手会比较好过

最美的爱情回忆里待续

Oh ya. I'm starting school in 1 month time! New environment, new friends, new life... I'm looking forward to it.

Just wanna be happy.

Work last night was pretty ok. Although i'm HOST 1 AGAIN. Was quite fun teasing Sir Simon over his "Welcome to Earle's". Haha. Then also can talk to him and Xiu Xiu via talkie. And having another outing at bedok next tues! Can makan free good food!

Work today was pretty ok too. Didn't wanted to wake up as it was so damn cooling weather. Sigh. Ended up woke up at 815am. Did opening with Mdm Glenn and Sandy jie. Kena disturbed by Jack Jack and Ekin Cheng (not his real name haha, just that he looks abit like him.) Esp Jack Jack! Kept calling me 守门员. ARGH! After opening the side stn, helped auntie to mop floor and went office to count $ with Mdm Glenn. Opened restaurant at 10am -.- Then went bank with Mdm. Did cashier. Went makan tgt with Mdm. Saw Jack Jack walked past so i asked him to serve me and my boss' food as i don't know what thing to take to scoop his food. Then he said he rather serve me. And he really did so. Well, at least his cooking not bad la. Took SOD from Ah Kin for myself and Mdm. Then went out to help. Took order, serve food, cash out.... and even did fountain when Sandy jie wasn't around. Those easy one la of course. And took quite a number of reservations and first time fax set lunch menu to guest on my own! Night shift's briefing was super long! When Hui Qi aka Ton Sao came out to handover, i quickly threw all e money inside and went office to settle everythin. Think i did quite fast. *Winks*

Yup. Then dashed out to meet him after work. Err, after taking photo with Ann and taking ice cream fom mdm. haha. Have not seen him for....... 1 week and 1 day! Took train to dhoby gahut. Discussed on what movie to watch. (Although i already wanted to watch Sky Of Love). He wanted to watch 10000 B.C, but he still give in to me. hehe. Bought tickets and walked around The Cathay to find food for dinner. Ended up makan at Indulge.. Nice place! I had prawn pasta and love portion cocktail. He had sirloin steak w rice n orange juice. Funny incident. 2 guys were sitting next to us. When our food were served, the guy sitting next to me was tryin to bio what was my food. Then he asked me what's my food. When they were ordering, i tryin to listen to their conversation to see if the guy order my food. But he dint la. the waitress asked him if he wants any drinks, den he asked "got ice water?". too bad they charge for ice water. to think he so niao to pay that 20 cents. -.- and so qiao they are watching the same movie as us! *overheard la* Sky Of Love is really a good movie. Recommended by Pei shan. she said this is a sure-cry-movie. i knew i will cry but not that easily. so i told myself not to cry unless it's really really touching. And i DID cry. After movie strolled to bugis area. Bought ice cream! Yummy! Then walked ard bugis area and went home.

My drink. Quite sour!

My prawn pasta!
His sirloin steak w rice
Variety of ice cream.. *drool*
Ok.. Back to the movie..

Sky Of Love/恋空..

真的是一个感人的故事。在学校里喜欢一个男生，无意间被他捡到自己的电话。之后他一直打电话给她。但自己并不知道是他，直到自己亲眼看到。最后两人终于幸福地在一起。她也有了他的孩子。正要在两家人的祝福下组织新家庭时，在平安夜时意外流产。虽然伤心，两人约好每年的平安夜都去某个地方纪念他们的孩子。有一天，他突然提出分手，她还亲眼看见他吻别人。虽然伤心，也不知道分手的原因，但心里始终爱着他。几年后，她有了新的男朋友，但每年还是去拜祭他们的孩子。也会碰见他。有一年，来的不是他，而是他的好朋友。原来他得了癌症。为了不想让她伤心，他只好一个人承受一切。但她还是知道了。始终爱着他的她，决定回到他的身边。哪怕只有最后的三个月。最后，他死前看到她最后的笑容才离去。。。
我真的哭了。。真的没有办法不感动。。
看完了之后，脑子里想的都是他。。心里真正喜欢的人真的很重要。但有什么用呢？

What a day

Shall update my blog as regularly as possible. =)

Since after my internet connection is back to use, i have been online-ing immediately when i back home from work, all the way until 4/5am! And woke up today as "early" as 1 plus. Went orchard paragon M1 shop to claim my sim card & buy myself a new phone! Sony ericsson W890i. Love it. It's a good phone. It's slim, light, 3.5G, 3.2 megapixels and 2GB memory! Went to work after that. When i stepped in to punch my card, Michelle told me it would be better if i came earlier. I asked her "Ah Yong came is it?". knew it. Yes, if i'm given the choice, i would like to come earlier. Just to get to see him. But what's the point? Briefing today was damn long. Sir Asra and Sir Simon mentioned alot of stuffs. About KPI, staff to learn new things etc. And ya, i'm going in fountain soon. -.- And might increase pay! Yay! Host 1 today. Not as boring as last week. (Thanks to sch holiday) Closing was a bit messy. The rest was pretty ok.

I'm looking forward to wed! It's been ages since i seen him! Almost 2 weeks!
My heart is still being questioned.

ARGH!

I simply hate today. I lost my phone!! Left it at the toliet at 3 plus today. Only realised it at 6! ARGH! Hate it. Luckily Sir Asra reminded me to call M1 to terminate the line. And now i have to get the money to buy myself new phone, and got to pay additional $100! So damn bo hua la. =(.

Other than that, afternoon shift was fun today. With people like Sir Simon Neo, Keryn Wu and Xiu Xiu and her An An! And Ann Ann came back to work! So now quite confusing with An An and Ann Ann. Hahaha. Stn 3 with Xin Ying and Agnes. Few funny incidents. Table 58's little boy's hair look like Sir Simon!! All of us laughed like siao la. And when Sir Simon specially walked over to look at him, he and smiled n said "我小时候不是这样的".

And! Once again, on SUN afternoon, i keyed wrong order for the third time! Keyed seafood combo instead of sausage combo. All 3 times were "caught" by stupid Chef Jack Jack. And he diao me! Hahaha. Think he buay tahan me le. And Xiu Xiu said i'm kitchen's disaster. Wa, how can like that say. Sigh.

Haha. After that, keyed special order of lamb, (this joke only Earle's ppl will understan). Keyed lamb followed by special instruction of "WD", then a big "NO at the key top and wrote "SAUCE". Den Xiu Xiu came to me and told me chef looked for me. (And i thought what happened AGAIN) Chef Jack Jack asked me on that order. The order came out, and the big "NO" came out above "WD" and "SAUCE". So he asked me, "is it NO WD? Then still want the sauce?". And i burst out laughing. And realised that i forgot to key MW for another lamb. And quickly told him to make it MW when the food came out. Think he really buay tahan me le. Can see from his face expression when he off work. Hahahaha.

Went second break. YES! Xiu xiu and i shared Walnut rocky road. After discount only $8.70! So cheap la! Damn nice! A must-try! Pissed off with kitchen when they dint even make it for me! And i really scolded them. Then back from toliet break then realised i lost my phone. =((.

Night shift. Stn 3 with Yan and Joan jie. Worked till 11 instead of 10. Wanted to request to HF to extend me but she asked me first instead. Haha. 原来dint have enough closing staff. At least she extended me la instead of others. BUT! Closing was a tiring one! Only me and Agnes jie closed the whole resturant! Mopped half of stn 3, whole stn 2, entrance and stn 1 walkway! Damn tiring la! Still got to take temperature and close entrance door.

Roster next week!
Mon: 5-11pm
Tues: 5-11pm
Wed: 9-5pm (Sorry Jay Chou =( )
Thurs: OFF! ^^
Fri: 5-11pm
Sat: 5-11pm
Sun: 12-10pm

Going to buy myself new phone tmr. SIGH. Gonna work more to earn back the $ sia. And my mum still dunno i lost my phone. Can't imagine her reaction.

It rocks!

I know i'm abit slow. I bought Jay Chou's world tour dvd last month! And it's really really very nice! Here's are some snapshots of the concert. So cool!

YO!

Long time no blog! Before i do that, TO ALL: Don't ever Charlie Wilson's War! It's super duper BORING! Really regret watching this movie and i actually first time ever in my life falling asleep right inside cinema! In which i would never do that. ARGH! Wasted my $7.50!

Well. The whole month of Feb was a happy one. Valentine's Day, as well as my birthday! For Valentine's Day, spent my day/night working and the last hour with him. My birthday, -.- Went home with hot fudge and butt top on my hair! Yuck. Thanks to Sir Simon and Sir Asra hor. But Sir Simon made a very nice ice cream for me. With wordings and candles. Thanks hor! Spend some time with him after work. Hope he dint mind my smelly and sticky hair. Haha. And 26th Feb was our common off day. And we went to zoo! I woke him up at 6 in the morning! Haha. Had fun there la. But was kinda affected by the weather.

Last week was fun also. Had sabo time! Due to Pang pang leaving to Bugis and Ashton leaving to T3. Sian lo! So last weekend everyone was like so siao lo! And ALL of us went home drenched. I don't intend to get myself lo! And Sir Simon wore staff uniform! So Serene, Yi Xiu and Hui Qi kept taking photo of him. And he actually smile for them! I was like OMG. hahaha.

This week's schedule is kinda tiring. Mon : 5-11pm, tues : 9-5pm, wed the only off day, thurs : 12-11pm, fri and sat : 5-11pm and sun : 12-10pm.

Wanted to go Bugis to visit Pang pang yesterday. But had to work OT! The food during break was so sucks somemore. So Sir Simon ordered BBQ chic burger for me. Yay! And he better treat me to Bugis Swensen's next week!!

Before i forget about my posting. I am officially posted to Republic poly, Customer Relationship and Service Management. Cop 22. Kinda insulting lo! Wanted to appeal to TP or NP. None of the business courses meet my cop. Only engineering courses. Sigh.

Yup got to go!